Tuesday, December 20, 2005
@ 10:35 PM
...haiz..im at home rite now..felt soo tired n confused...wats wrong wit me actually?.. did e shocking news affect me???........
..woke up quite late dis mornin..at about 8 plus i gues..got myself up from bed..looked up, shooked my head n cover my ears..n there it was..the same figure nagging..n yea...it was my mom indeed...she nags cos i missed my subuh prayers..haha..sori mom..terlajak la..den, quickly get myself ready ..spend a moment to perform the so called "qadak subuh prayers".. n im off 2 sch..tuesdae is the most torture-ous dae of e week..cos my class start at 8 n ends at 6pm..
...i was late dis mornin...very late...i overslept..but still haf e guts 2 come 2 sch..despite knowin dat,dat botak will never mark my attendance once late than an hour....im late more than an hr..reached sch bout 10 plus i gues..dat botak is my class advisor..mr soong la..a.k.a "botak"...dats wat el called him..hee..
once i went in the class..everyone was staring at me...i broke the latecomers record..haha..wel..at least i come..rather than absent myself frm sch..mr soong didnt realli noticed me..but den,he did..he came up to me n said"gd mornin..u'r so late ah..i cant mark ur attendance,it's zero.."..ah!wat e heck..den i argued back..."u shld at least mark late...rather den zero!!"..i kept on bargainin till i gave up..he's soo damn stubborn...ah..heck wif him..BotaK!!!...i felt like shavin off his entire hair....so it's completely botak licin....hah!...
so wen class end at 1130..i went down wif aloya,huhu n shikin 2 e canteen as usual...i haf 2 leave at 1 cos i need to go to the polyclinic for my check-up...the doc wanna examine e little pulse,somethin like an infection,on my left shoulder..haiz.. so i didnt turn up for the 2nd lesson onwards....i went home 1st b4 headin 2 cck poly..fortunately fir offered 2 accompany me at e 1st 1/2hr at the polyclinic b4 goin 2 werk..so i meet him ard 145,in front of cck polyclinic ..he was in his police shirt..haha..thx fir fer accompanyin me..u'r my best guy-fren ever!....so wen i meet the doctor..he said dat the pulse had heal up a bit..but i need 2 go to e hospital 2 remove it..the doc cant do it the polyclinic..he didnt really tell me y...but he told me dat the hospital need 2 do a minor surgery to remove it..he only mentioned dat if i let the pulse alone den he's afraid dat it might get worse..so i was referred 2 SGH(s'pore general hospital)..n i need 2 go there in the mth of febuary nxt yr..i was speechless n shock..is the "thing" serious???..so..i remained calm n juz follow the doc's order..n in the meantime,i still consume e medication e doc gave me..it's some kind of an anti-biotic to heal up the pulse..i hope dat everything's alrite..im worried sick....but watever it is..let patience run in me..i also felt e guilt in me.. guilty 2 make my parents worried n made it difficult for em'...my dad had 2 put out money for the surgery thing i gues..im soo sori dad...dad,i realli love u, n mom..i juz didnt want anything happen 2 me..cos i havent repay back all ur kindness...n all the things both of u haf done done 2 raise me..n i love u guys too much...more than i love myself...im truly honoured n proud to be ur daughter..n i realli mean it.."because of e love u both gave me ,dat kept me alive"...Ya Allah.....give me strength..n patience ..n... 2 my dear frenz....juz, pray for me....pray for my health n hope my minor surgery goes smoothly as plan....now...im counting down the daes to the minor surgery....
