Tuesday, January 24, 2006
@ 2:15 AM
wats up on the title?..nah..nothin actualli..had a long dae at sch...alto' i turned up EXTRA late for lesson..didnt turn up fer e 1st lesson cos i overslept..in e mid of break,went to the library wif feeq,huda,wan,aloya n shikin..joked around wit em' as usual..then decide to hold up some outing again dis fridae...wan planned to watch the movie,Fearless...starring Jet Li..it's a cool movie i suppose....on the wae home,received a phone call from Ari..i quickly thanked him fer sending me 2 sch dis mornin before he get to say anithin...aftr i finished my sentence..he replied,"You meant more to me rather than my work..".is he making guesses?..hah ..i ignored dat part..wats wif the sudden phone call?..in a deep bass voice,he asked me out for a movie..yea..i admit i missed the time i had wif him..the time wen we hold our hands n walked all the way from my block to Lot1..dats was before he owned a bike....Ari's been a grt guy lately..had been sendin me to sch n werk..almost made me fall in love wif him again...or Maybe he haf his own ulterior motive?..i donno..i alreadi forget bout him n my past..but his presence made me thought of somethin..is he hitting back on me?..So i met him at the void deck of my block instead...cos i was too lazy to go to the cinema..Ari's looked a bit sleepy..had some goatee goin on the face..hehe..but he still look grt to me..i love his white smile!..i was never tired looking at his face,Ever!..we sat n talk..had a grt conversation goin on...but unfortunately,i haf 2 make a move 1st cos i haf to study fer my phase test 2moro...we exchanged goodbyes..but came the most shocking part..ari grabbed my hand n pulled me in 2 hug me..i pushed him back hard..cos i was suprisingly shocked!..i apologised to him for such action.. felt so bad n embarrassed...(ni la akibatnye org blaja taekwondo..hee..)..tend to hit back wen provoke...den ari apologised to me too...n i felt terribly guilty wen a tear rolled down on one of his cheek..did i hit him too hard?..hah! Ari cried?!OMG!den he voiced out to explain dat he wanted me back for good..i was speechless..but should i start a relationship wif him all over again?..honestly,im not realli ready fer it...oh god please..y do i alwaes haf 2 face thru such a dilemma again?...oh god!help me!..
