Friday, February 17, 2006
@ 11:01 AM
At least one problem in my life is solved..I'm officially off the hook for screwing up my life..
Now..came another problem..I donno wen it'll end...
Azhari...i'm sick..sick of ur attitude...wen will u ever change for the better?..
u used to say dat if im loyal to u, den u will change..but those, are juz words dat vanished into thin air.....im utterly tired of being treated like an object...I felt uncertain bout my feelings now..i still love u..but i donno if it is for real...u said u love me..but are those words a lie?..no matter how bad u r,i still accept u..i tolerate all of ur nonsense n lies for almost 4 yrs..n now i juz want a thing from u...i dont want ur money..i juz want a faithful love from u...izzit dat hard?..we dont need lust..we juz need love..care n concern for each other..i realli mean it ari...
remember wen dat bitch bastard u,u came back crawling to me..remember wen u'r sick,i accompanied u 2 the clinic n b ur companion for the whole dae ..remember wen,u was stranded in the rain at kallang,i came all the way to fetch u,juz 2 bring an umbrella,sheltered u from the rain n said dat i missed u so much...remember wen,i booked e movie tickets on ur birthday,u cancelled at the very last minute saying dat ur frenz want to celebrate wif u n u dont want 2 disappoint them..i've never been angry to u,or said those words dat offended u..i've showed how much i loved u..i did everything 2 make u happy..but in the end i felt no sincerity from u...
.i hope one day, u'll realize all of dat...ur frenz were only there wen they want to jolly n haf a hell of a gd time ..but wen u'r sad..none of em' were there 2 comfort u...like wat i did...Now..im struggling...struggling to forget bout u....if only arwah Izzul is still around..i dont need u..but he's gone now..."Izzul was someone dat love me for who i am..n not for wat i did"....Ari..im sori..but i realli regret knowing n loving u....but it's all too late now.....
