Wednesday, March 22, 2006
@ 1:10 AM
Missed a lot of entries lately..so much had happened..till i dun haf the time to write it out..to name a few...;-"the worst day in my work history" ,-"OAC meeting wif the oac dudes n dudettes",-"My worst nightmare of all:TEST!",-"Fir's bdae bash",-"Shocking news: Operation",-"A Nocturnal being"...n a whole lot more....btw..my granny's already went back to my aunt's place..i kinda feel lonely now..she stayed here a few daes ago..my aunt n dad took turns to look after her..it's realli fun being around granny a.k.a "Nenek Cute Ku"..she's the cutest n the bestest granny i've ever had!!!..she's cool n she likes ice-cream!!! hahaha!...n now,im missin her a lot...i've to slp alone again...wel...Speaking of warming things up...i haf a saddest news to tell..Something terrible happened..Teardrops,over dis entry..I juz can't stop myself...Between Ari n Me...It's OVER...
It's the end of the road for us...The 4 yrs has poured down the drain..It's not 4 daes,4 weeks or 4 months, BUT, it's "4 freaking years!"Im truly depressed now..but i've to let him go....again....I said it without thinking...I couldnt help myself...But I don't think I regret it...I knoe..I promised myself..But watever it is, im SO gonna miss him....The 10 things i cherished the most bout him...
1.His white smile...
2.The rides on his bike...
3.Spending my weekends watching movie wif him..
4.His jokes...
5.His laughter...
6.His "Syed Azmir look-a-like face"...
7.His hugs...
8.His warmth kiss on my forehead...
9.His burp!...
10.The way he said "i love you"...
Argh!!.. i missed everything bout him lah!...but still,i have to let it all go..
I juz can't stand being around liars......
There's no turning back this time Dil...Life has to go on.....
I hope u take care of urself, Ari.....
I won't forget our bitter- sweet memories......n Thank You for everything u have done for me.....
Pst: To taufeeq..thx for helping me dude...
To all my frenz...thx a lot for the motivation, for me to move on with life..thx so much...
