Todae was rather a typical dae.. Suprisingly,i reached sch early..unlike,the usual thursdays...hehe!.. So,had to present the SE project right after the SE lesson.. El did a gd job in presenting the slides..n Huda! u did a grt job in the design n stuffs..not forgetting,aloya n shikin..both of u did a grt job too..wel..congrats 2 my group-mates lah!... Thank God dat we managed to finish all of our projects on time..(syukur alhamdulillah...).. Finally..i can breathe again...but!..now,need to study for my OS test tomoro..damn dat test lah!.... So after the presentation..which is abt 10 plus..Huda,Aloya,Shikin n Me, headed down 2 the canteen for an advance lunch..El joined us minutes later.. Decided to stay in school cos there's an SC meeting at 12.. So i killed the time by hanging out wif the dudettes for a while... The SC meeting was mundane..nothing much la..it's only dat Haresh n Hanafi asked us to come back during the holidaes to paint our SC room n also to discuss bout some upcomin event for the school.. Whether i like it or not,i stil haf no choice..i haf to turn up for it.. Furthermore,it's a day after my OAC's Indonesia trip...So i'll gues it'll b exhausting enough for me.. it's not easy being an exco actually..im facing pressure, to be honest..but watever it is,i'll try my best... So after the Sc meeting..went home straight..first walked wif shikin...den..alone..b4 dat,waved gdbye to El,Wit,Wan n gang..(n heck wif dat Wan"tot" lah..ade je nak kacau aku.....hahah!...aku tahu lah kwn kau tu cute..tapi ape nak buat...so near yet so far lah!..) I feel horrendous..hardly get some enuf sleep lately..I think i can count the hours i've slept.. Worse still,the break-ups caused me to suffer even more.. Argh!!!..why is dis happening to me?...Mayb i loved Ari too much.. ;"Stop blaming urself, Dil"..u'r the one whom made the decision.. I feel like knocking my head on the wall rite now..better yet,slapping my chubby face.. It wasn't bcos of a third party or somethin..but i still cant accept the fact dat he lied to me...although, it's a slightest matter..but im taking it seriously.. cos i juz felt some insecurity towards it..
***Me***
18 July 1987
Doverites
The Eldest Of 2 Siblings
Attached
Student Cum Waitress
