Friday, March 24, 2006
@ 11:55 PM
Woke up at 9 am..n IWAD class started at 8am...wah!..gd job dil..I'M LATE AGAIN!!...Wat happened to my new year's resolutions?...those r juz words i think...hehe!Silly me..right after my subuh prayers...i touched on the praying mat..it feels so soft lah..can't resist 2 lie on it..den..BUMPed!!..sleep soon overtook me..there goes the "unfinished" nap again..By rite ..i should've get ready for sch at dat time..it 5 mins past 6 ..n i should've go out at 7am or latest 7.15am..So..went out of the house at around 945..rushed off to the lrt..n continued on my journey to sch..Alight at J.E n waited for the opposing train to Dover...Den,someone tapped on my back..freaking shocked!..haha!..it's my old fren, Naz,..den decide 2 board the train wif him..Chatted for a while..exchanged numbers..b4 i've finally reached Dover station..Naz's different..he looked more gorgeous than ever..haha!...When one of our bestest buddy,Fadly a.k.a Riez, went to Brunei,all of our members lost contact ever since..The "kentalanz" time's been dead for some time back..dat was wat i named the old grp b4..too bad dat everyone went on seperate ways...Am wonderin' how's Fadly,Meche n others doin now.... So..im getting my old frenz back!..mayb,one by one...missed em' so bad!...
Reached sch at 1030..took the lift wif this 3 mats..den one of e "MAT" flirtatiously disturbed me..So cheeky lah he!..In my head was "Whatever lah mat"(Malas ku nak layan..).
Gues,im not turning up for IWAD ..come for the sake of OS retest actually!..which is at 11 am..So there is a tiny-bit-time left for me to revise..
When doin the test..i only knew how 2 do a few questions..n The rest is history!..
only Huda,Aloya,Taufeeq n Sathis knew bout dat..haha!..
When the test's done..went home straight..wif Aloya n Huda..Den went to Lot1 with Aloya...Huda didnt joined us cos she haf 2 meet her frenz..n yea..Huda's goin for the APM(Anugerah Planet Muzik)..good for her..(hopefully, she'd already sent my regards to Syed Azmir,Taufik Batisah...n not forgettin', "Kak Siti Ku"..it's none other than ,Siti Nurhaliza lah!)..hehe!...Aloya n me went to Food Culture to haf our lunch,while waiting for her bf to arrive..Aloya's sis,Sakinah later joined us, together wif some frenz..We ate like one big happy family!..hehe!Den,one of Sakinah's frenz said something SO NICE bout me!!!..hehe!..thank you lah sis!..wa caya sama lu!!....After the scrumptious meal..i went off,leaving them..Met,"R",in the afternoon..he told me dat he haf something to talk about..dunno wats wif him lately..I feel rotten about lying to him..Lying never bothered me before..but i don't like lying to R..When i can't avoid it..I prefer to mislead him slightly..or to leave out parts of the truth..But this is juz plain lying..And it's about something im doing dat i specifically promised i wouldnt do..I juz dun wanna give him high hopes..n i can't predict anything bout us now..I can't start "something" all over again..im still in the process of finding my "Happy-self"...Sometimes,a broken heart needs no remedy,like 2 find someone else den automatically start a new relationship,juz for the sake of mending the "already" broken heart...for me..it wouldnt EVER work dat way...
