DiL's bLoGgY

2007-06-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

Greetings!
Hey,I finally got my packing done as of a few minutes ago...I hope I didn't miss out anything important uh... now im deciding wat to do later in the morning...i think i still wanna get some colourful socks at the nearby pasar malam..but i hadnt got any idea on wat time it opens...else,giordano socks will do...as long as it keep my feet warm every nite in Aus ,then it'll be ok.. It's hard to bid a 'short' bye bye to my Dearest Cat,Dearest Bed and not forgetting ,my Dearest bf! hope to c u at the airport , love! To Dear Frenz,Pray for my safe journey wokay?..
So...Goodbye Singapore, I am leaving you in 22 hours..

C u in a week...Insyaallah.....

2007-06-17T00:45:00.000-07:00

Greetings!

Hey,I finally got my packing done as of a few minutes ago...I hope I didn't miss out anything important uh...
now im deciding wat to do later in the morning...i think i still wanna get some colourful socks at the nearby pasar malam..but i hadnt got any idea on wat time it opens...else,giordano socks will do...as long as it keep my feet warm every nite in Aus ,then it'll be ok..
It's hard to bid a 'short' bye bye to my Dearest Cat,Dearest Bed and not forgetting ,my Dearest bf! hope to c u at the airport , love!
To Dear Frenz,Pray for my safe journey wokay?..

So...Goodbye Singapore, I am leaving you in 22 hours..
C u in a week...Insyaallah.....

2007-05-02T23:40:00.000-07:00

A New Look Is Coming Your Way.

2007-03-22T11:40:00.000-07:00

heylo..

so much had happened in the last 3674089753262721 hours!!!..

i had no idea on where to begin...

heck,

I still CAN'T ACCEPT the fact that Break Force Crew's out from Dancefloor...!

n also still CAN'T accept, that Stephanie Edwards already voted out from American Idol..!!!

Hey,What is the world coming to?...haiyo...haiyo...sigh*.

Bf's out for reservist till "i donno wen"...n i freaking missed him..

haiz...u mean so much to me lah,ari..(' ',)

2007-02-03T00:53:00.000-08:00

Hiatus.

2006-12-25T01:35:00.000-08:00

Let's Go Vintage!!!

Dearest Dad brought me n cuzzie,Fiqa to Vivocity to shop n eat!!..hehe...

...My bro didn't join us as he was so occupied wif his Silat comp..n mom took the opportunity to rest at home...hmph!...
Aniwae,Dad was so nice enough to splurge out a hefty 150 bucks on my clothes..aww...Thank u so much dad!..
I bought the floral top cum dress(the pic above) alas!...been eyeing on it for quite a long time...i know dat it looks common..but hey,i love it..hehe..besides that,bought a plain striped sweater at Mango n 2 vintage tops at BIFC..
N yea...im still looking for a fine black cardigan....I wanna buy something like wat Fiqa's wearing juz now..too bad i didnt haf the pic to show..ah nvm..
Fiqa told me dat she bought it at Esprit..But it cost a whopping $49!!..hm...Any ideas on where to get a cheap but nice-cum-simple looking cardigan???...my budget?..erm..20 bucks..:)
The OAC chalet is a day away..n i haf no idea on wat to bring along...Sigh*...Im still thinking...
See,Im so tied up this month..Work,Chalet,Pit,Hari Raya Haji,Outing...n im so gonna be freaking busy in January 2007 onwards..Pahang-KL trip,attachment n also my part-time work...Damn!...
wel...maybe..dis is juz some part n parcel of my life...i should be grateful to undergo such schedule to keep myself busy...('',)...
Tomorrow=a date wif bf..plan to watch a movie..heard a few gd comments for the movie "Flyboys"...James Franco act in it..fyi,He's a FINE actor!...hehe..we'll see how it goes..
okie...fatigue had overcome me,moments ago...meaning,im so very sleepy since the very start of this entry..im sure my bed needs me now...hehe!..till then,gd nite world...

Ps:.."Dear bf,im so gonna miss u next wk n the wk after...i hope u take care of urself n also ur family..how i wish i could meet u now jus to say that i terribly miss u!..
...im sure to do it tomorrow...insyaallah..heheh..
know wat dear,can i bring u along for the chalet n the trip???..mayb,i can hide u in my bag...erm..can i?...can i?...pls..pls...pls!...hehe...:)..

2006-12-23T23:58:00.000-08:00

Juz reached home..been out the whole day..
Went to Ngee Ann Poly to watch Piala Khatulistiwa Comp with my bestie,Jun n Ella...
It was AWESOME!...
N... congrats to Dover for being the 1st runner-up!!!..
n i was awed into silence by the ever-wonderful juara, Rajis ,stunning performance!!!..trust me,He's one hot lad!..haha!..n too bad dat Our own "Incik Sharul" messed up part of the lyrics..haha! it was cute!..too bad i didnt haf any digicam wif me..hmph!...
also congrats to Singapore Poly for being the winner!...
After the event,Cik Zain treated us to Al-Amin for some late lunch...that also include the wholesome bunch of "Dover MATS"..Open-table lah katekan...haha...aniwae,thx so much uncle Zain!..
Okla..N'uff said..Im so exhausted n i realli need a nice bath..
daaaa...

Ps: Jun!! Nabil is soo cute!! can i meet him again???..Pls...Pls...Pls...hehehe...

2006-12-22T15:30:00.000-08:00

Haiyerz...Shira wanted me to go shopping wif her,but i'm broke like u wouldn't believe! .. My folks laugh in my face everytime I hint about another tiny little advance on my allowance..
n i would alwaes had dat woebegone expression wen dad rejected my request!...
So to avoid dat gloomyness,i told Shira dat i can't make it...
I felt bad...poor Shira..I've never realli turn her down before...but i did,today!..
alas,i had to compromise wif her...so,We 'WILL' go shopping ,once i get my pay orite?...('',)..
Now,im so bumped at home! Hmmph!...

2006-12-22T00:30:00.000-08:00

Dear bf,

i hate you,for making me love you too much...('',)

2006-12-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Bapak ku!...

Happy 51st Birthday To My Dearest Daddy!!!!

Dear Dad,

You're My Inspiration,

You're the light that lite up my life,

You're the source that made me smile,

You're the energy that made me laugh,

You're the most wonderful human being i've ever met...

Life is impossible without u,dad..

I'm so grateful to Allah SWT for granting me, a Dad like u..

Dad..u mean so much to me..

U've coloured my dull life....

Im proud to have u as my father...n mom is so Lucky to have u...

I cant live each day without seeing u..

Dad...i love u n mom always..

U r such a bless...Amin..

"Ya Allah...ku bersyukur atas kurniaanmu kepadaku..

Kau memberikan ku seorang ayah yg begitu istimewa..

Seorang ayah,...

Yang sangat menghormati ibu(nenek) dan bapanya(arwah atuk),

Yang tidak pernah menderhaka kepada orang tua nya,

Yang tidak putus menjaga ibu dan bapanya dgn baik,

Yang menjaga isterinya(ibuku) dgn baik,

Yang bekerja keras untuk masa depan keluarganya,

Yang telah memberikan anak-anaknya cukup pendidikan dan kasih sayang,

Yang selalu mengingatkan aku dan adikku untuk tidak melupakan Allah SWT,tidak meninggalkan solat dan juga tidak menginkari perintah Allah SWT....

Masyaallah...Ku kagumi kesabaran,keikhlasan dan ketabahanmu,ayah..."...

Ayah,

Ku sedar bahawa hidup ini terlalu singkat...dan Aku tidak sanggup dan takut kehilanganmu satu hari nanti....

Aku cuma mampu berdoa kepada Allah untuk menjadikan ku anak yang solehah,yang bisa berbakti kepada mu dan juga ibu....

Dan smoga Allah memberiku masa depan yang cerah..insyaallah..

Ayah,ku mendoakan kebahagiaan hidupmu dan smoga kamu dipanjangkan umur dengan kesihatan dan murah rezeki...insyaallah...Allahumma-amin..

2006-12-12T00:20:00.000-08:00

I Love Hikmah's ending..
actually,there isnt a need for Hikmah2...
I've watched Hikmah2..n it's more atrocious and heart-wretching!...hmph!..
Aniwae,Gunawan a.k.a Arman is one HOT property!!!...His wife is soo lucky la..haha..
okiez..n'uff said..need to do my case-study...
An advance Gd nite earthlings..

2006-12-11T21:18:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to my dear cuzzie,Nur Alifah!!!..
n last but not least..
a Happy Belated Birthday to our very own Singapore idol..Taufik Batisah, whom celebrated his bdae yesterday!..
Yay yay!!...
4 more days to Daddy's bdae!!...

2006-12-10T22:24:00.000-08:00

Hi-di-ho earthlings!...wat an EXHAUSTED day!..but enjoyed myself though..The wedding function was absolutely superb!..Love the atmosphere,the people,the pelamin and of cos,the food!..Basically,the Cream Puffs is out of this world!!!...Too bad i didnt have the time to satisfy myself wif the foods..duh...
i was so busy "kendarat-ing"...together wif a bunch of my crazy frenz...n yea...Bf was meticulous enough to help me!..he became the Pak kendarat!... He gave me the intensity to perform better on my work tau!..hehe!...im juz so ecstatic to see him lah!.. Nazura,Saiha n Me helped to serve...while Zulfie,Shamir,Ady n Bf conquered the dish-washing site...And at the end of the day,the "Mak Pengantin" tipped us with a whopping of 70 bucks each!!..wah..we got more than we'd expected...Alhamdulillah.. kudos to the kendaratz!!
So after the occasion,me n Bf went home...N now..im in some sort of a mental torture...wanna know why?...my dearest Bf lost his hp while we're on the road!!!!!!...hmph!!..we didnt realised it wen it dropped somewhere...we're so incautious lah...ok...i didnt get to give him a gd nite msg today...nvm..i guess i'll haf to wait for his call later..till den people..i haf to make way for my assignments....need to finish it a.s.a.p...n yah! next wk is my last week of sch!!..Boy,Am i glad!....Yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2006-12-10T01:05:00.000-08:00

Dont even like to think about it

I dont know what I would do without it

I only know I live and i breathe for your love

Baby, you came to me in my time of need

When I needed you, you were there for me

Baby, the love from you is what got me through

It's because of you, I was able to

Give my heart again, you gave me...

Someone to love

Someone to touch

Someone to hold

Someone to know

I thought I'd never love again

I thought my life was over and

I didn't want to face or even see another day

Suddenly from nowhere,baby you appeared

You dried my tears, you cared for me

Baby your love for me, truly rescued me

It's because for you, I was able to

Fall in love again...

For so long in my life, I wouldn't let love inside

But I swallowed my pride the day you arrived

Now that you're by my side

Everything is alright

It's because of you I was able to

Give my heart again, you gave me...

someone to love

someone to know..

I Love U, Azhari....

2006-12-07T23:53:00.000-08:00

An advance 'Happy Birthday' to...

My dad! - 14th December

My cousin,Alifah - 11 December

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My Dearest Daddy brought the families out..This time,he treated us dinner at PIZZA HUT!!...The 'us' consist of My Granny,My Aunt,Pika,Alifah,Azim,My Bro n Me...n yah! not forgetting Abg Yazid!!..He was invited at the very last minute!...hehe!..too bad that his family was not wif us...wel..my mom had some commitments...so she couldnt join us..n yea...my uncle too..he had to work...so..no pizza treat for the both of them..:(...nvm...there is always next round rite?...:)
It was one of the greatest family outing indeed!!...We snapped pictures,giggled around,ordered assorted dishes n filled our stomach,of course!...haha...wow!i'm over the moon!..I love it when the Cousins reunite!..
We also bought a cake for My Dearest Daddy n Alifah..juz took the opportunity to celebrate it in advance..hehe:)...
So,Let the pictures do the talking...Adios...

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The birthday people...Alifah & of course,My cute daddy!...
The birthday cake- Polar n cake's very own 'Chocolate Brownie' .Voila!..
Pizza hut's ,Cheesy lava Chicken Supreme!!!...Dont drool ah..!...
Happy Birthday Wak Atan(my dad's nickname) And Alifah..
The savoury 'Orleans Baked Rice'...
The exquisite Beef Lasagne!!!Bon appetite!..
The 3 'Crazeee' Doverite cousins..Me,Pika n Yazid...

Rock cousins rock!!!
Sweet n Spicy drumletss...
Me n Pika...I love the sepia effect!... err..Mind the eyebags n dark circles..
The delectable salade'...
The most wonderful Garlic Bread!..
Presenting the cuties,Daddy,Granny n Aunty...Aww..So Cute!!!
My bro n me!..
The luscious BBQ Supreme!!...

Ps:..Thank You dad!...I Love You & Mom,More Than Myself...

2006-12-05T01:02:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah..the Case Study was partly solved,by me!..n of cos,wif some useful help from Din n Shakir...thx so much dudes!..even though they're not my grpmates,but they were too nice to offer some help..Im so grateful...Really.
My Grpmates?..Haiz...Haus la if i were to talk bout them....so its better not to blabber bout it..:)
Ok..Im a bit relieved..Yet,there's still a lot more to do..The ACLs,VLans,Nat,Pat,DHCP..n everything under the sun la...haiyerz...actually,im tired of all this...but i haf to bare wif it,before i can say a big BYE to sch...it can be denied dat im quite excited for the joyous moment..but hey,im sure i'll miss sch...i think dat Dover is the bestest sch ever,in My history!...hehe!..i felt dat i shouldnt regret being a doverite..yea..i cant believe i'd juz said dat!...hah..NVM...okla...from the bottom of my heart(Hady Mirza's style),"Im proud to be a Doverite!"...hehe..
wel..i shouldnt brag bout anything else..n im quite occupied 2moro..n yah! dad's bdae is coming soon...i donno wat to buy for him...any suggestions?..

Psst: Dear bestie Jun, thx for making my day today..Maybe we shouldnt look for any CD-r at Queensway next time orite!...hehez!..

Gd nite world..

2006-12-03T00:06:00.000-08:00

I am too shagged out to update..wel..wat the heck...
Juz came back...had a great day wif bf..
Early morning,I told mom I was going to Shira's crib and that i would be back late..Luckily,she didnt see me leaving the house with the helmet..Bf picked me up and we're off to Tan Tock Seng Hosp to see him mom..Yea..It's rather ironic cos' bf had juz been discharged from hosp bcos' of his fractured leg,due to the minor accident he had almost 2 weeks ago..n now,his mom's turn to be warded...Poor bf..he's all stress up...
So we spent almost 3 hours at the hosp...then bf brought me back to his home to meet his 'younger' n 'little siblings',Dayat,Izal,Arin n Man..Missed Them Totally!..hehe...Then,helped bf to do the necessary chores n 'layan kerenah' si keciks,Arin n Man,they're so adorable la...Haiz..i had great fun mingling around wif kids! mind you,i love kids!..hurhur..
Stayed at bf's till evening...
had a hard time leaving the two little blokes...but still,i had to leave for home...
Bf sent me home before he rode off to work..
Dear bf,I had a great time today...i kept reminiscing the moments i had wif u'r family...they are so wonderful!..n pls don't worry too much..im sure u'r mom will be alrite...n i'll promise dat i'll try my best to help u n ur fam...insyaallah...Love U so much dy..

2006-12-02T00:34:00.000-08:00

Hari Raya's Outing Wif The Electrical Class...

"Biler mat rempit nak ber-posing,mereka sanggup menempuh ape jua..mereka tak kisah walaupun tiada spot-lightnye..Gelap pun gelap la..."
At Mdm Sumani's place..
Hanafi(Mat Jepun tahun 50-an)...sedang menunjukkan hiasan kepala-kepala POW(prisoner-of-war)..sungguh menakjubkan!...

At Mdm Suryani's place...

Kat bawah ni semua muke-muke wanted...

Dah takde tempat nak amek gambar kan?..pat carpark pun jadila...

Yg pakai helmet tu sebok² aje...hurhur..
At my place...
At Mr Haris's place

Yang kedua kalinye...aku tak kenal la yg kai helmet tu!..('',)

These photos was taken on the 2nd week of Raya...It was FUN hanging out wif the Electrical's dudes! n a dudette...hehe!..

n Next up,on the list...

OAC's Hari Raya photos....

Soon eh...Not now...chaoz...

2006-12-01T00:21:00.000-08:00

A little virus can be a wondrous thing...The flu is going around.And around.And around....n i feel so damn sick now..i don't think i'll b able to go to school tomorrow...hint* hint*...('',)

2006-11-28T23:53:00.000-08:00

Im a bit tense up....
i almost broke down, juz for the thoughts of writing dis entry..
i donno wat to say...but i have to let it all out..
'CANNOT take it la',senang ckp...
so..For once,can i juz write dis full entry in Malay?...('',)
"..Ya Allah...aku sememangnya hambamu yang lemah.."...
HAIZ...Aku ni dah banyak bersabar...tapi bila "org tu" buat ibu dan bapa ku,memang aku tak terima...ape lagik nak menahan sabar...org tu ku maksudkan "pakcik"...
Pakcik J n Pakcik R...aku dah lost respect lah pat korang...aku pun tak tahu la knape korang dipanggil manusia...knape lah korang mempunyai hati yg Busuk???..
"Pakcik J...kau tu dulu mempunyai keluarga yg segalanya sempurna...tapi kau lah punca kemusnahan keluarga kau...knape nak carik pompan lain sedangkan isteri kau tu setia pat kau?..ah..lepas tu..kau berpisah...dan..kau kawin lagik..aku ingatkan kau dah berubah...rupernya makin terok...isteri kau pun same..time baru kawin,baik² ngan mak aku..Mak aku la yg tolong berbaikkan nenek aku ngan kau dan bini kau...tapi lepas kau dah berbaik ngan nenek...time mak aku dan aku, tolong pat gerai kau..kau fitnah mak aku mcm²..kau kate mak aku nak rosakkan hubungan kau ngan jiran kau..eh padahal...mak aku tu mulia hatinya tau...dia tak pernah mengumpat,ape lagik burukkan pasal kau pat jiran kau tu..kau pun ckp aku terikot-ikot...bini kau ckp aku lebih mesra ngan jiran kau tapi tak layan dier...ape ni?...isteri kau kenape dengki sgt macam kau?..den, satu hari tu kau talipon marah² mak aku dengan kata² kesat kau..kau tuduh mak aku mcm²...kau ingatkan aku leh terima itu?...dah kau musuh ngan mak aku,lepas tu kau musuh ngan jiran kau sendiri?..kau pun fitnah jiran kau mcm²...ehh..mak aku dan jiran kau tu penat² tolong kau dan bini kau...tapi ternyata kau dan bini kau tu tak appreciate...mak aku pun tak mintak apa pe balasan la..tapi kau balas dia ngan semua ni?...ape ni "pakcik"??...setahu aku,kau mmg tak layak dipanggil orang,ape lagik dipanggil pakcik...klu aku ingat²,ape yg kau buat pat Nenek n Arwah Atuk...memang aku tak leh lupe dan maafkan...klu kau nak tahu,aku tak nak tengok muka kau pun...aku bukan menyampah je...dah sampai peringkat benci pun..abeh skarang kau bilang nenek, kau nak baik ngan keluarga aku?..eh...boleh...boleh BELAH la..klu kau mintak maaf ngan mak aku,memang mak aku leh maafkan..tapi,nak mintak maaf ngan aku?...sorry lah...sedangkan muka kau aku tak nak tengok,ape lagik aku nak maafkan...kau ckp ngan nenek,kau dah berubah?..ah thx aje la..orang macam kau,tak pernah kenal erti berubah...klu berubah pun sekejap aje...eh..aku malu lah dapat pakcik macam kau...aku hairan knape kau leh jadi macam gitu,sedangkan kau dibesarkan dalam keluarga yg baik...klu kau nak tahu,yg jage Arwah atuk dulu pun,keluarga Cik Edah dan keluarga Bapak aku...kau nak tngok arwahnye?..jarang sekali...
entah la..aku cam dah patah hati la ngan kau..aku pun tak tahu nak ckp ape lagik la..tapi mmg aku tak akan maafkan kau..."

"Pakcik R...Kau adalah adik pada ibu aku..Tapi kau jarang sekali menghormati ibuku...kau pandang hina pade keluarga ku...al-maklomla..kau kan berpendidikan tinggi...belajar peringkat Universiti...Pegang jawatan besar pat Perjabatan MUIS..Orang berada..tapi kau tak respect mak aku langsung...Hari Raya pun tak jenguk mak aku...bila tahun lepas,kita dtg rumah kau,time tu kau buat open house..ramai keluarga seblah bini kau dtg...dorang kan semua HIGH-Class dan pendidikan "TINGGI"...tapi bila aku,ibuku dan adikku dtg...kau mcm tak suke..lagik kau boleh suruh kiter duduk dlm bilik kau utk makan?...eh ape ni?...mak aku tu kakak kau...at least kau kenalkan la pat keluarga seblah bini kau yg tu kakak kau...Tak pun...Kau suruh kita amek makan...dah tu cepat² suruh kita masuk bilik utk makan..kau tak kasi kita duduk luar?..kau pun tak layan kita langsung...eh ape ni?...aku tak faham la...Knape kau sanggup buat mak aku begitu..aku tak kisah kalau kau buat tu pat aku...tapi kau buat Mak dan Adik aku?...eh..kau memang bukan manusia la..klu mase tu bapak aku ader pat situ,memang kiter dah belah..tapi mak aku ckp jangan..bilik pun bilik la..bila aku tngok mak aku,aku tahu dier sedih...aku sedih ngan sikap kau lah "pakcik"..aku pun ape lagik..tak sentuh la makanan kau...aku tunggu mak aku dan adikku abes makan,dan aku ajak mereka balik...
Hai "pakcik"..aku heran la...kau tu berpendidikan tinggi...tapi otak mane?..otak kau tu terlalu penuh ngan pelajaran ape seh?tak ade bab tentang keperimanusiaan ke?...
Hai..kau ni umpama kacang lupakan kulit...
klu kau nak tahu,mak aku yg tolong keluarganya jual kuih utk dapat duit menyara kau belajar pat Scotland..kau ader ingat tu ke?..
kau ni bukan org la...aku rase binatang pun lagik baik...
eh..jangan harap la aku nak respect kau lagik...aku malu lah dapat pakcik macam kau...org miskin dan tak pelajaran tinggi pun lagik mulia la.."..
"......Maafkan lah aku kawan-kawan,bloggers n etc...aku ni dah tak tahan...kenape lah ibu aku diperlakukan begitu...kesian dier..aku tak sampai hati lah tngok dier cam gitu..Alhamdulillah bapak aku yg ceriakan hidup mak aku selama ini...n For once,aku nak tngok dier gembira dan hidup aman damai...tanpa dikencam fitnah dan hasad dengki orang lain...Aku sangat kagum dengan ibu bapa ku...walaupun org buat kita begitu,tapi mereka tetap sabar...Bapa ku selalu berpesan.."dorang kasi najis,biar kita kasi bunga"...kita jgn berdengki dgn org,walaupun org berdengki ngan kita...kata-kata bapak aku tu memang betul..."aku selalu keep in mind"...:)
Ya Allah...aku sedar ni satu kesilapan...tapi aku cuba,aku akan berdoa pade mu ya Allah,untuk melembutkan hati aku....Insyaallah...ibu dan bapa ku,telah redha ngan ape yg terjadi..aku sgt menghormatinya sikap mereka Ya Allah...Mereka adalah Ibu Dan Bapa yg Paling Baik Dan Sempurna..Aku bersyukur dan tak pernah menyesal mendapat orang tua seperti mereka..aku terlalu sayang ibu dan bapaku..."...
.....Mungkin aku perlu mase utk memikir kan ape yg terjadi...Aku percaya ader hikmah di sebaliknya...Berilah petunjuk pade ku Ya Allah....."...
Trust me,i'd already burst into tears upon writing dis despondent entry....But im relieved cos i've let all those out..

Some words from me...

To all sons and daughters out there...pls appreciate ur parents while they're still living wif us..because life is too SHORT...
Just accept ur parents whether they're good or bad...
Love them and Cherished them till their last breath.....Insyaallah...

2006-11-27T16:40:00.000-08:00

Case Study = CRAP.

2006-11-26T02:20:00.000-08:00

Introducing...."My Bed"

Im normally sound asleep at this hour..but somehow,i dont feel for it now...

So,out of the blue,i decided to snap a pic of my "confused bed" using my new xprssmusic phone!!!..hehe..

aniwae,my bed isn't dat freaking neat or tidy...except that sometimes i felt dat i shouldnt even lie or touch on the "semi-tidied" bed..u knoe,i've always hated the fact,of messing up my bed the next morning ...haha!....yah rite...wat an impossible excuse dil!...

Dear Bf,get well soon orite...i missed u SOO much!....

2006-11-16T14:53:00.000-08:00

A Mini Survey From A Fren Of Mine...

1) are u single, taken or crush? taken
2) are u happy with your life now? yes..absolutely..
3) when u met the rite person, do u fall in love fast with him/her easily?no..i would usually get to know him more..
4) have you ever had your heartbroken? yea..of course..
5) do u believe there r some circumstances where cheatin love is acceptable? if dat happens..i'd rather not be in love..
6) would u take back someone if he/she cheats you? yea..unless he's willing to change for the better..
7) have u talked abt marriage with another person b4? yes..im ready...all set...hehe!
8) do u want children? yes..insyaallah..
9) would u ever consider adoption? no..i prefer my own kids..
10) if someone likes u now, what is the best way to let u noe his/her feelings?erm...ignorant is the best..
11) do u enjoy relationship? yes..
12) honestly, wad's the furthest thing u and ur ex/stead did? i prefer not to answer..
13) do u believe in love at first sight? yes..
14) r u romantic? hm...not sure..
15) do u believe dat u can change someone?hm...maybe..
16) if u could marry someone,where Will it be? at the mosque..lagik afdal...(' ',)\/
17) do u give in easily when fighting? yes..
18) do u have feelings for someone rite now?yes..n alwaes will..wink* wink*..
19) have u ever wished u could have had someone but u messed it up? yes!...argh!...
20) have u ever broken a heart? yes...n i regret it still...hope he'd already forgiven me..
21) if one day your best friend fell in love wit the boy/girl u r deeply in love with, wad would u do?sometimes u juz haf to give in n make some sacrifices..if my best fren's happy,then,im happy for her..
22) name 5 people u want them to do this survey
.ANYONE...Come on..laii...lai...

2006-11-15T20:11:00.000-08:00

Hello...im juz back from a hiatus...so much had happened...n i donno where to begin..n yea..i have loads of updates actually!...hehe..but i gues i wont be updating it today....Y?...cos..for the next 30 mins.. i need to get myself ready for a date wif my bf.....hehehe!..
Yet,i've spent a couple of hours designing the new layout ..n..i need some comments to improve on my blog..

Comments anyone??...laii...laii......

2006-10-17T00:36:00.000-07:00

Oh dear,im so freaking WORRIED!...

ok..I blew it!..Gosh..Im saying dat a lot lately..mayb i'll haf it inscribed in my head..Dis time,i blew it as expected..And my,was he stunned!..Even more,he was out for my blood..i knew i should haf told him sooner...ok...
Aaargh! ..too late...i've messed things up...

Dear,..maybe im being naive..pls forgive me.....

Guyz,if u'r not sure of wat im talking about..den its alrite...
actually,i haf quite a big problem rite now...juz wanna loose some tension out..
oh God,Please Help Me!...

2006-10-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

My Current Tracks.

Outkast-Morris Brown

An energetic live performance from Outkast at the David Letterman's nite show...

Love this song man..!

Ak'sent- Zingy

A hippy video of Ak'sent...She's one of my fave artist at the moment..:)

The hard work has finally paid off....im done wif my bedroom!..Phewwww...The stripes took me forever...n i mean FOREVER!..it took almost a week for me to paint n cleared up unwanted stuffs from my bedroom...n now im wondering,wat should i do wif the enormous amount of magazines???...juz throw it or keep it as a sentimental value for my next generation??..hehe...u decide...hahaha..

Oh!I forgot to mention dat i've already decide on the colour scheme for my bedroom..actually,blazing colours has always been my fave ,so it only makes sense..naah..im not doin the colour dat i've mentioned in some previous post..dis time, i didnt choose the paint myself..it was done by my mom..she chosed white,pink n purple instead...the outcome???..Cool!..the room looks kinda 'princess-to-be-modish' to me..i hope i could do a twiggy's..like wat u've seen in america's top model's crib..but i cant simply paint my bedroom bloody red..it looked kinda creepy..n yea..i also spend some money on a new black and white bedspread and a chrome-walnut wardrobe...isnt dat cool?...i did went to Ikea to look for unique stuffs to include in my innocent bedroom..n i spent a wholesome of 142 bucks on dat..wel..maybe i will take some shots of my bedroom for u guyz to glimpse at,dat is,if i haf the time to do so...

Shits..sch reopens tomoro...i mean later dis morning...realli haf no mood for it...hehe...

till den,nites.

Will be back wif some updates..take care.

2006-10-04T01:15:00.000-07:00

Dear Bf,

it's been only 4 days,n im missin u alreadi.

Love is indeed,complicated..

2006-10-04T01:02:00.000-07:00

To those who missed Hady's interview on Suria Segar,here's a recap of the show...Enjoy!

2006-10-03T01:23:00.000-07:00

I do not know what I may appear to the world, but to myself I seem to have been only like a boy playing on the seashore, and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me....

2006-10-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

Robin Thicke ft Busta Rhymes & Pharrell Williams-I Wanna Love You Girl

Hey peeps!,"New Justin Timberlake" Alert!!..

This song is on my current list...n it sounded HOT n SEXY!!..hee..i juz love Robin's soothing voice!...

"Robin Thicke" is the Next Big Thing!,besides Steven Strait..hehe..

He sound like Justin Timberlake...n he look like Orlando Bloom!!!..Wow! wat a mix!..

aniwae,Enjoy the clip!..

n yea..Hady Mirza appeared on Suria Segar yesterday mornin'..n i muz say,I LOVE U SO MUCH HADY!!!!..He look so fresh n gorgeous!...To those who missed the show...too bad..hehe..N'uff said..gtg..

Chaoz!

2006-09-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

i tried everything i could think of,to make him feel better..i tried making jokes..and i tried sitting quietly with him,holding his hand and watching the moonlite..but the moonlite gave me a great idea of telling him to go home n rest..and when i told dat to Ari, he got realli quiet n looked a lil bit teary..
"how can dis happen to him?...i juz saw him dis morning,n now he's fighting for his life..."..
ok..wat happened was,Ari's best fren,Khairi, met wif an accident dis morning..n now he's in the icu at SGH..i was a bit saddened by the news..i knew Khairi longed before i knew Ari..he was the one whom introduce me to my bf..n now i hope Khairi will get better soon..insyaallah...lets all pray for him orite..

Mmm..i've been in a tight work schedule for the past 2 wks..i did a lot of overtime n i muz say,a big OUCH! ..wat i meant was,work was damn tiring..but it worth my sweat..hehe...n fortunately,todae was my off day...Yeayness!

1st thing today was, i met up wif my bestest buddy,Zulfie..n i need to mention,I miss him lots man!..hehe..we then,break our fast at Clementi's coffee shop before i rushed off to NUH to visit Jun's dad..Jun's dad had been bedridden for almost 3 wks..haiz..i realli felt sori for Jun n her family..
Dear bestie,Jun,be strong ok..dis is juz some challenges from Allah S.W.T ..u haf to face it wif an open heart...mayb dis is some blessing in disguise..n again,let's all pray for Jun's dad orite...insyaallah..n another thing Jun,u can always count on me..
After visiting her dad,Jun n me went to Mac for our "talking" sessions..we shared problems..n gave each other advices..n we also talked bout some fashion stuffs,to ease our emotional stress..
wen the talking sessions ended..we decide to call for home..we walked to Clementi Mrt station to wave our gdbyes..Jun went straight home,as for me,i delayed the call for home..im meeting Ari at Choa Chu Kang instead...
while waiting for the MRT,i met my long-lost childhood fren,Jannah..n yea..she's sweet as ever..

Oh my...it's been 3 days since i met my bf..n GOSH! i missed him like crazy!...but wen the sad news bout Khai came up,i dont mind not goin home tonite...im willing to spent the nite to be right beside my bf..
Now.. i hope Khai's alrite..
Khai's a gd guy..n also a gd fren..i remembered,he had always help to work out our problematic relationship in the past..he also said dat,he's happy for Ari n Me..n he will try his best to help Ari to change for the better..i will never forget those words Khai.. n i muz thanked him n Allah for giving me the greatest gift i haf now,dat is,Ari..

2006-09-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

The 1st Song...Hady sang "Freedom" by George Michael..He's hot man!...

The 2nd Song..he sang "Through The Fire" by Chaka Khan...dis is my favourite,out of the 3..

The last song.."You Give Me Wings"...

Alhamdulillah!!!....Yeay!!! Hady Won!!!

Im so ecstatic rite now!!...

Oh Hady! u'r voice flowed over me like honey!..hehe!..

like wat i've said,He deserve to win!

See,he's worth u'r votes!..

Thx to those who voted for Hady!...May god bless u all!..

Hady Mirza,I Love U Man!!!

2006-09-25T00:11:00.000-07:00

After watching the Singapore Idol Finals, i muz say...

Hady! u'r so gonna be the next Singapore Idol!!!

(...insyaallah ok..we'll all pray for u..)

Hady is talented...he's juz SO talented....

i loved his rendition of George Michael's "Freedom" n Chaka Khan's "Through The Fire"...
man!..it was beyond great!..i was extremely engrossed wif him throughout the whole show..
His sincerity towards the song,somehow melted me..n oh!..i still haf goosebumps after hearing him singing...haha!..
Hady was so flamboyant n confident during his performances..n he rocked the whole Indoor Stadium!..
Oh hady!..i Love U Dude!..
so..I've already voted for Hady..how bout u??..
im pissed off wen Dick said dat Hady had some small pitching problems....wat the heck wif dat Dick?..u'r so unreasonable!..hady did great!..at least, he's being versatile..he could carry off the different genres n the judges should think bout dat...
it cant be denied dat Chaka's song was a hard one...try asking Jon to sing it..trust me,he couldnt reach the high notes at all...
sori 2 say dis..but i think jonathan still lacked of something..he cant be compared to Hady..alto' he haf some "unique" voice..but it was so monotonous..like wat my dad commented, "Jon's song r all so "LEMBAB""...yea..dats the first time i agreed wif him..hehe...
I hope Singaporeans will make the right choice...but believe me,U won't regret crowning Hady as the next Singapore idol..

2006-09-24T01:04:00.000-07:00

Wee!..

Went for Solat Terawih juz now..

n i muz say,the number of people who turned up was amazing!!..

till i had to pray on the 3rd floor of Al-Khair mosque!..alhamdulillah lah tu kan....

also met quite a few of my frens there,all were so anxious to pray together...hehe!.

Then, after prayers,met up my bro n walked home wif him..

My bro was kinda irritating today..he asked me some silly questions which i found rather disturbing..hmph!..

he started of the silly conversation by asking,"sis,r u working 2moro?"..i nodded "yes"..den..he asked again.."why r u werkin so hard these days?"..i replied,"..to save money lah"..den..he smiled n said,"huh?..to save money for wat?..want to get married soon izzit?.."

..n im like,hello! im working juz to save money for my future la deh!.....

GOSH! wats in the teenager's mind nowadaes?..

but, sometimes i wonder if Ari n I will get married someday.Of course ,i need to get a career first..But after my career is established,who knows?..If we do get married eventually,my mom will be a good practise for me..aniwae,Guys are boneheads about things like marriage...hehe..

yea..talking bout career,it reminded me of my sweetie..

He's been werking so hard lately,till it affects his own health..now, he always complained dat he hardly get enough rest n sleep..

wel..its a price to pay to become a policeman wat!...(tu lah..nak sgt tangkap org kan..hee..)

Yet at the same time,im seriously worried bout him..

believe me,his eyebags r much more worse than mine!..

haha..Poor sweetie..

i hope to spend my next weekend wif him..maybe we'll go to Geylang orite...hehe..

wel..i gues i'll end my entry here..

i've to get up at 4am to help mom prepare food for sahur..

till den..adios..

before i forget,Happy fasting to all Muslims!..

daa!!!..

2006-09-23T13:59:00.000-07:00

The Spiderman 3 trailer

Was juz browsing through Youtube.com ,wen i came upon some interesting videos..or maybe trailers,hehe..

My 2nd long-awaited movie is obviously,Spiderman 3!..i liked the part wen the evil Venom appeared..man..i cant wait to watch the movie!!..In preparation,i might have to save plenty of money for it..

Then,The 2nd video for the day...a music clip of some Indonesian Artistes ..it features, Ariel from Peterpan,Rossa,Chrisye,Project Pop n more..aniwae,i'm juz curious to knoe the name of the hot guy who's sitting on the vespa..hehe..so,pls entertain urself wif the videos i've included..daa...

All Indonesian Artists- Marilah Kemari

it's the 2nd entry for the day...see how bored can i get wen im not working or occupied?... but nvm,i need some rest for tomorrow..haha!

So,tomorrow marks the beginning of the fasting month...r u anxious for it?...yea! me too!..juz cant wait to experience the serenity of Ramadhan..n there's also Solat Terawih every night,starting dis evening..how cool is that..i hope i can fulfill the responsibility as a muslimah..insyaallah..

Yikes! there's also Singapore Idol finals, tomorrow at 8pm!..hm..nvm..watever it is..i still haf to go for my prayers 1st..

i hope Hady Mirza will be the next Singapore Idol..he derserve it..he always enlightened me wif his great performances, which i find, incredibly entertaining!..i can juz melt by looking at his dazzling smile...ahh..hehe!..well..let us all pray for his success ok?..amin..

2006-09-23T02:01:00.000-07:00

Now i know there's one thing i want more..need a hint?..

It has a drop-dead-charming face n rides a Honda NSR!

It's none other than my sweetie,Ari..

I gues love really does conquer all!

2006-09-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

This video was taken from Singapura Live..

A fantastic performance by our very own talented artistes,Imran Ajmain n Sleeq...aniwae,i love dis version of "Sudah Tu Sudah"...so funky n hippy..hehe!..so,enjoy!!..

2006-09-21T22:50:00.000-07:00

"The Covenant" trailer

OK!..i juz cant wait to see Steven Strait in the cinema screen again..he's like,one of the hottest actors around!..i love his boyish looks,his sultry voice,his neatly gel-ed hair ,his gorgeous six-pack-bod...WOW! i love everything bout him!!...duh!..he's much better-looking than Brad Pitt...Serious!...No Joke...:P..hehe..

Now,im waiting for his debut movie,"The Covenant" to hit the cinemas...i donno wen...but it's alreadi shown in the US..im counting down the days for the movie to be shown here...so i can watch it wif my laling...

Aniwae,i juz finished watching the new indonesian movie "HEART"...borrowed the "pirated- dvd" from my fren..hehe!..great actors n soundtracks...n yea!,Nirina Zubir is super cute!!...i should mention,the movie is a must-watch for those lovey-dovey couple n also for someone who's ever involved in a love triangle..there's also some despondent part which made me cried like a baby...hehe..but most importantly,the movie also taught us the meaning of sacrificing for the ones u love...ok..so enuff said...i shouldnt blabbered bout the movie no more...so go watch the movie urself orite??..

i've also attached "The Covenant" trailer...so pls...ENJOY!!!

gtg,need some beautiful rest on the couch...haha!...cheerios..adios..

2006-09-20T23:07:00.000-07:00

The dragon boat i had with the OAC members yesterday was superb!..it's an experience of a lifetime...i only did some canoeing before..but dragon boat???..nah..i thought its only for "muscle-ic" people..haha...

but it somehow proved to me dat dragon boat not only for muscle-ic people,but also for "plump-ic" people like me..well..wat can i say..it was truly an enjoyable activity for the day..

almost everyone was there...except for some who couldnt make it due 2 other commitments..juz wanna say something 2 them.."RUGILAH korang tak pegi!!!"...haha..

Siti,if u'r reading dis,don't be jealous tau..aku splash² water ngan si "dia" tu..u knoe,i knoe lah...haha..

the instructors in-charge was amazingly sporting..felt like wanna b part of the dragon boat club..BUT,i juz don't have the time..n ALSO,the stamina!..haha...

So after dragon boat,cikgu Zain treat us lunch,near Mustafa centre...

i ate coin prata n butter naan..it was perfectly nice!..i had to share it wif the "penyebok" Wan pendek...haha!..(if he's reading this,peduli ape aku!...)..

after that "bon appetite" moment,i went to Westmall wif my cuzzie,Fiqah n 2 other OAC members,Helmi n Firdaus...planned to watch a movie..but the timing given was impossible!..we juz missed the 7.30pm show..the next show is at 9.20...n by the time it ends,we're in rush for the last train/bus...so we decided to forget bout it...,maybe next time orite..

den,we went to the nearest arcade,to play pool n some table-hockey game..it was fun!...i challenged Firdaus in Pool...n obviously,it's a TIE!...haha..

after the outing wif the 2 dudes,Fiqah n me rushed our way to her house...i wanna visit my cute-granny n at the same time,meeting my dad there..as usual,had some family-talks..granny n dad always give me a gd chuckle wif their wonderful jokes n stories...hehehe...

overall,it was a great day indeed...despite the lethargy,i managed to keep up wif my work schedule..

aniwae,"fasting" is around the corner...im anxiously waiting for it..alhamdulillah...

last but not least,wanna apologised to Cikgu Zain for accidently pushing him into the water during the dragon boat activity...haha..

ok...i gues dats all for today...some rest is needed..n coincidentally,the bed is calling me.....hee.....so ,tada people!!!...

2006-09-19T01:00:00.000-07:00

dis entry is specially dedicated to my best buddies: "Zulfie n Jun"..

If u wanna ask me out...pls inform me earlier orite...no last minutes..

im bz working leh dis wk...n nxt wk.....so pls...inform me early k...miss u guyz...

anyway readers,i juz need some help..it juz involve some 60 cents...

no!,don't pass the 60 cents to me...

juz use dat to vote for Hady Mirza in the upcoming Singapore Idol Finals ok?..thx.. :P

2006-09-19T00:41:00.000-07:00

The long wait is finally over!..

i was shocked!...totally shocked..
i was on my way to the nearby bus-stop wen suddenly, i saw a familiar face waiting outside my workplace..Is dat Ari???...yes!! its Ari!!...oh my...my..i cant believe it!..
i stood there..speechless. .in my mind was like...should i juz go to him or he'll come over?...
in a split second..there he is..walking towards me...the first thing he did was to hold my hand...n said.."dilah,r u ok?"...huh?..wat he mean?..y he asked dat?..do i looked too stunned??.. hmph...hehe...b4 i said anithing he interrupted..."u look at me as if im a ghost!"he chuckled.....haha!..he told me dat i looked freaking stunned n my hand's are cold!..mayb..dats y...hahaha! so paisey leh..

it's been almost 4 mths since we met each other...n it can't b denied dat Ari is still as charming as ever....only dat he look more tanned now...no words can express how i felt at dat moment...I was like cloud nine!...was so glad to see him!..felt like giving him the biggest,tightest,warmest hug i could manage..haha!....i missed my darl so much...sometimes i juz wonder,y im so into dis cute policeman of mine???...heheh!..

Ari's such a sweetie..i didnt expect him to wait for me...n i didnt know dat he waited for me for almost an hour..he juz took me by suprise!...Then, Ari drove me home n we decided to spend a few moments on my flat's void deck to update on each other's life...im glad dat Ari wanted to change for the better...alhamdulillah...i thought dat its best to put our past behind...i'm willing to forgive him..i'll always let bygones be bygones...dats my nature..hehe..

By far the best thing that happened today is that Ari n I decided we're more in love than ever..I was happy..I mean that..I realli was happy that things were back to normal between us..I'm still happy..I love Ari more than i've ever loved anyone..
wat the romance novels say, true love is more important than anything, was somehow true..
I guess i made the right choice,for now..
but i still keep coming back to one fact: if it weren't for Ari,i wouldn't knoe wat sacrifices means...

2006-09-16T01:07:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking about painting my bed-room..Im tired of blue walls..When i painted it this way at the beginning of the year,i liked the idea of living under-water..But i juz need more colour in my life..No!,the clothes all over the floor arent' enough!..hehe..Besides,im sick of Zulfie saying my room looks like a cross between,boreness and happiness...watever dat means!...
I need colour...Blazing,blaring colour..wat about painting the whole room in three colours?...like white,orange n lime green?..wouldn't dat be awesome?

2006-09-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

ok...so,it's official..im alreadi back wif "A"..
who's "A"?..
"A" is Azhari a.k.a Ari..
yes..we patched things up,again.
i admit it...it was hard to forget bout Ari...
he's like my 2nd true love..
so y not give a chance for a reborn-relationship?..
there's no turning back now...the 4 yrs haf to go on...n i hope it will never stop half-way anymore..
In fact,i'm worried about Ari n Me..We liked each other a little too much..If u catch my drift...

currently listening to 'M.E - Inikah Cinta'..
This song really "tangkap feeling"...hehehe..
wanna see the video?..
here's the link :..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2ioF4YLFHo

2006-09-14T22:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's Sys Admin paper was completely ridiculous!!..i hate it wen i knew nothing !...

n dat was the exact scenario dat happened to me in the exam's hall..

wel..to mark a few..i managed to do a few questions..

n the rest was history...

finally,the exams over!!..

now,i juz need to pray to Allah S.W.T to help me wif my grades..insyaallah..

Yunos's class pit was awesome!..it was held at East Coast Park..

Met Taufeeq n Dan at my void deck..they help me to carry the things for the pit..

then,met Dewi at CCk Mrt station b4 proceeding to Jurong East Mrt Station to meet Farhan,Yunos n Wan Tinggi...we took the train to Clementi n board on bus 196 to ECP...

it was a long journey indeed...

Some of the EE2m dudes were alreadi there..haha...people like Mizan,Fir,Sharul,Ajis,Mat,Fai,Yanto n Fazhly..

Ajis n Sharul was busy grilling the satays wen we arrived..

wen,it's alreadi cooked,Sharul handed some to me..i took a bite of it..n i muz say,it's deliciousss!...

den i opened the container which was filled wif My-very-own "Black Pepper Chicken Wings"..n asked Ajis to grilled it..

i did the opening ceremony..dat is,being the 1st 2 eat the already-grilled black pepper chicken...it was quite nice...maybe i forgot something?..yah..lacked of the Oyster Sauce!!..haha!..but it's still taste nice to some people...haha!..

Music was being played on the background...Fazhly strummed his guitar n wonderful RnB/Hip hop tracks was looping on the radio..

Den,i saw Hanafi,Wan pendek,Cheekee n Miyo arrived minutes later..

Having Wan Pendek around,means disaster to me...

i mean...if he's around,i juz cant eat at peace!!...haha!..he will alwaes disturb me wif his "funny-yet-irritating" jokes..

The atmosphere throughout the evening was cool...we played some card games...the unlucky ones need to do some dares..i did encounter a dare..but my dare was not as bad as Taufeeq's!...Poor Feeq, haf to kiss Wan pendek's smelly knee!!...haha!..

ard 11pm..some of them decided to go home..

whereas some stayed behind to overnite...

Taufeeq,Dewi,Dan,Cheekee n Miyo went home together...

left me n the other guyz...i felt a bit awkward at 1st but,i was ok after dat..they r gd dudes afterall...

den, we continued card games like heart attack..it was fun!..

n poor Wan Tinggi..tangan asyik lebam kene pukulan Fir n Ajis!...haha!

n the most embarrassing part of the nite was,i fall down in front of Wan pendek,Sharul,Yanto n Fai..so malu lah!..

it was all Fai's fault..he tried to scare me wif a cockroach...n i fall for dat...duh..n my butt's painful now...

i've planned not to slp throughout the whole nite/morning..so i spent the time chatting wif Yanto,Fir n Fai..Yanto told us a lot of funny n awful stories..n the accident story he told was totally gruesome...i needn't explain dat...

overall,the pit was fun!!...i truly enjoyed it...thx to Ajis n gang,for inviting me..

we all rushed home dis morning cos we're all sleepy!...we slept in the bus like nobody's business..

i reached home at 11 am...den..wat a luck!!!..no one's at home n i dont have my house key wif me..it's inside my room!!!..my mom n dad's working..n my bro's at sch...wat the heck!!!

i had to stay outside for some 4 grueling hrs!!()&^*^%^*(()$^$%$%$%!

im soo furious!...but i juz stayed strong to keep my eyes open..i dont wanna slp outside..wat will the neighbours think?..anyway,some of my neighbours was nice enough to offer me some drinks n even to stay at their crib for a while ..

it's ok aunties...i dont mind waiting...i dont want to b a trouble-maker...hehe!..

n yet,i felt so tired n restless now..

need to get another round of long-awaited slp..

n btw..congrats to Hady Mirza!! yeay...he's goin to the finals..n i hope he wins!..

dats all for the day...

adios...

2006-09-14T11:59:00.000-07:00

A very unexpected turn....

i received smses from my ex,"A"..

n dis is part of the smses dat i could only share...

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A: Wat u doin?..How's life?...

Me: im at my fren's pit..im fine as usual...

A: Im sory to say dis,but i really miss u..

Me: I don't get u..

A: Im sory,how i wish i could mit u..

Me: hm?........

A: I can't stop thinkin abt u ever since..

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n it goes on till morning.....

till i made the most difficult decision in my life..

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Im actually in a midst of a confuse situation..

If i accept "A" back..i will disappoint "R"..

but the problem is i've alreadi accept "A" back...cos i still love "A"..

im sori "R"..mayb we can juz b frenz..

i feel so bad now..

haiz....

2006-09-12T11:57:00.000-07:00

I feel sick..My stomach is turning back flips,and my head is buzzing..

Had my Computing Maths paper dis morning...n..Gosh!..i blew it!...

at least it's over now...pheww...

After the test ended,i went home wif Aloya, as usual..but decided to stop-by Lot1..

bought something for lunch...

then, Aloya suggested dat we could juz revise 2moro's Sys Admin paper at one of the nearby flat's void deck..

i agreed n off we went there..

after less than an hour..Aloya told me dat she had to meet up her fren..

i accompanied her till her fren reached the spot..

i then walked to my workplace...to check on my work's schedule..

i work on weekends??...dats sux!..

but nvm..Liza n Azie can keep me company...hehz!..

i chilled out for a while at my workplace b4 meeting up Jun at 6pm..

Suprisingly,my colleagues,Ifah n Ain was there..

Sir Mohd was in charge dat noon...so,free drinks for us..hehe!..

we had some fun gossiping...n Sir Mohd cant stop saying "Thx ah eh"..he's too engrossed wif dat sentence i gues...yea...thx to me..hm..maybe no..i should thanked Apai..haha!..

then at 4 pm...Ifah had to leave,so Ain n I decided to swamp around Lot1..we walked n talked n window-shopped...

it was my 2nd time, meeting Ain..

Ain was actually one of Jurong Point's Deli staff..but she often hang out at my workplace..

after window-shopped...we decided to go to Mac..we continued our conversation there..

anyway,Ain is a gd conversationalist..i enjoyed talking to her...n yea..she's funny too..

while talking to her,i suddenly heard someone calling my name..

i turned left..n saw 2 familiar faces..

i wanted to say out the name...but i remained speechless cos of my limited memory...hehe!..

n yeah,it was my secondary classmates,Fairuz n Khai(..i think..i forgot!..duh!..)!..they look different! n i mean,matured!..haha!..

So i spent almost an hour talking to Ain..b4 making my way to the mrt to meet Jun..

Jun asked me to accompany her to Queensway Shopping Centre..she wanted to look for some "unique" pendants..

sadly,it wasnt her luck...the pendant she aimed was alreadi sold..( i gues!..hehe)

we also hang out at Ikea..i muz say..dat the whole store is freaking cool!...i juz love touring the whole Ikea's showroom..it makes me feel like home!..n..

if only i haf my own house,i will fill it up wif Ikea's stuffs...cos their things look so simple n unique!!!..

after the Ikea trip,we decided to call it a day..

i need to rush home cos i need to meet Ajis, to collect the chicken wings for the bbq pit 2moro..

i arrived a bit late..Ajis was alreadi there wif a fren...A fren??...yea..n the fren...was also my fren!!!

wat a small world!!...Ajis's fren,Wan, was my Deli's ex-colleague!!!Unexpected lah beb!..haha!

I decided to spent a few moments, chatting wif the 2 dudes, before calling for home..

it was ze most interesting day indeed!..

2006-09-11T23:55:00.000-07:00

Work had been tough lately..quite a number of new staffs joined the crew..

n i haf to help the manager to train them..

actually,i don't realli look forward to work wif them..

they look bored n i felt half-hearted working wif em'...some of em' r ok..

but, i juz feel so awkward..

unlike my previous staffs,

they're a bunch of sporting people!!..i wont get bored that easily, unlike nowadays..

ok..lets put my work aside..n..

Yea...

holidays is coming my way...i think i wanna earn some extra bucks..

somehow, i had no other choice..but to work often..dat means i haf to face the problems stated above..haizzzzzz...

n rite now my mind is in a turmoil..

loads of stuffs to think and re-think about..

I missed my besties, Jun n Zulfie..

Jun's bz wif her attachment..she's a career woman now...

whereas, Zul is having his NS..n he'll b out till next mth...

n im all alone..haizz.....

how i wished im with em' now!....

wel...i gtg..need to get some early sleep...

niwae,im having Computing Maths paper 2moro...

so,wish me luck aite...

adios!!

2006-09-09T23:58:00.000-07:00

Sys Admin n Router test sux big time!...
the paper was fantabulous!...n i mean...the other way around..
i was in complete stress when facing the test..
tried to cheat by asking my classmates...but all had no idea on how to do it...so,THX ah eh!..
so i handed up the paper...and gave Mr Lum some pleasing "tired-yet-frustrated" face..
Den.went out of the room...talked to one of my clasmate,Saifudin for a while..b4 calling my VB groupmates..
n i tell ya..i suffered great disappointment wif my groupmates' attitudes..
besides,the previous projects was done single-handed....
i now promised myself..dat i wont ever work with them in any up-coming projects...n i realli mean it....
anyway,back to the story....
yes,i was late this morning..but i managed to reach on time for the test..
disappointingly,those gundoos didnt turn up at all..
we had a project to hand up to the advisor..and worst still,the thumbdrive is wif em..so it's impossible to hand it up on time!
i felt angry n betrayed...wat kind of friends is dat?...
n truthfully speaking...i hate some of my classmates!..
but Alhamdulillah...there r still some kind souls who's willing to help me wif studies.....people like Saifudin,Syakir,Sandy n some, whom i hardly remember their names...
n if i had a choice... i would obviously get out of the class....n join Aloya's class!....
so people..pls help me!!!!
i juz cant live in dat kind of environment...
i missed my previous class...IT1B...
it's "the Greatest class dat Dover ever known"!!...
So after the test,i met up wif Yunos...
while walking up to Dover mrt...Yunos asked me to follow him 2 meet up wif his classmates....Farhan,Wan tinggi n Siti for their groupstudy..
i was reluctant at 1st but, Yunos insisted..so..i had no other choice,but to agree..
den,we met up wif Wan tinggi at J.E station before we proceed to causeway point to meet Siti n Farhan...
overall,Had an enjoyable group study wif em'...haha!..the gd thing was,they made my day!...
i also bought an adidas beg to relieve the unwanted stress...hehe!..

im so looking forward to this wednesdae...it Yunos's Class Pit Day!! yeay!! Haha!
Mizan n gang will be there!!...Feeq,Dan n Dewi will also join us..haha!..hope it'll b a fun-filled occasion...insyaallah..

now..i juz hope dat i'm able to cope wif my studies despite the problems i had to face..n
i realli hope dat Allah S.W.T will help to de-stress me..Insyaallah...
So,pray for my future peeps....
Gd nite...
chaoz..

2006-09-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

im so stresss,sleepy and tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Damn VB Projects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feel like punching someone!.....

2006-09-03T23:37:00.000-07:00

"I am currently wondering....."

Once upon a time,u had dis strong connection wif someone for a week..

wen suddenly,

dat someone loose dat strong connection wif u for the next one week ,so on and forth....

Dat situation caused confusion n unsatisfactory to u..

So wat u gonna do???

.................

.........................

.................

Dear someone,

Why the sudden change?..

i still dont understand..

I need some answers.........

Psst:..I missed those times...I want the old "You" back..

2006-09-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

"Ya Allah!..When will the stairs ever end??.."
"Ya Allah!! Cute nye Asri!!!"
The OAC crew..

btw,Cikgu's son helped us took the cool pic...For ur info,He's extremely HOT!!! only the OAC minas knew it!!..yieh heh heh....

"The smooching moments"

i confidently thought dat today was Sunday..
"Yea Dilah...u lost track of the dates..wats up wif dat?"..hehe..
wel..i'm damn lethargic now..
To start of the entry..i would like to express "some" gratitude to the ever wonderful Siti..blueks!!hahaha!..If u'r reading dis..i juz haf something to say.."Thanks ah eh Siti!!!!hahahah!!"...Kau lambat..aku yg kene!! hahahah!!!

Today was a fun-filled day..me n the whole Oac Crew went trekking at Bukit Timah..

I took the train wif Siti,Shikin,Ina n Shafie to Bishan..Once reached,waited for bus '52'...It was damn slow!...i lost patience waiting for the miserable bus ...hm...maybe it's not the bus...ahh!!..it's the driver lah!!!..aku sempat mkn epok-epok tau..

Then,in the middle of the journey towards Venus rd...Cikgu Zain decided to pick us up from a nearby bus-stop..his face was half red..n yea..like i said above...thx ah eh siti...haha!..ok ok...i was juz teasing alrite..jgn marah...hehehe!! juz let bygones be bygones...i knoe u didnt do it on purpose...but the funny thing is ...everyone thought dat i was the one who was late..haha! maybe i shouldnt be a starkarat anymore..but dat was last time...im a good kid now..trust me..hhahaha!..ok..enuf of dat crapz..hey,where did i stop??...ok ok...so..cikgu picked us up...n off we went to Venus Rd to meet the peeps..

I could see dat almost everyone's there..except for some who didn't turn up for the event..The first thing i saw was obviously cikgu's HOT son!!..haha!..abg Hisham lah..aniwae,he's my distant cousin..n we only met during Hari Raya..pathetic rite?..but im glad dat he was sporting enough to follow his dad to trek wif us...Thx Sham!..haha..

So Zul did the talking..bla..bla..bla..den off we trek..i walked wif Shikin most of the time..sometimes wif Firdaus n also Siti..pitstops here n there..But it's never a bored wen Firdaus enlightened me wif his casual jokes..He's a funny dude!..every words he said will haf the funny touch..if u knoe wat i mean.

We managed to climb till the Treetop..

Well done Dil...but i was panicked wen i felt half de-oxygenated at the treetop..my heart was beating fast..n i prayed to god to give me strength..alhamdulillah... everything went smoothly..except dat the troublesome stairs put a burden on me...haha!..

We also walked on the treetop bridge or watever it is called...it was cool..n breezy.felt quite adventurous..but i was expecting more than that actually...but overall was ok..

Once reached on the end..walked down the stairs n we went back to location where we started at..

On the way back,i laughed almost every second wen Eddy,Shamir n Firdaus combined forces to bombard me wif their jokes n funny antics..Shikin n Siti joined me later..but seriously..the 3 dudes rocks ah!..

After the trekking,we took pics and chill out before we parted ways...Den,went to junction 8 wif the 2nd yrs..Ate at Long John Silver wif Asri,Zul,Apai,Ina,Shafie,Ninie,Man n Hazwan..I ate my fave Fish Wrap..Yum Yums!..decided to fill up our empty stomach before we left..hehe!..n erkk nyang!!!..

Afterall,i enjoyed myself..

I haf a confession to make...i...i ..i realli love my Oac peeps!!..

they're the tiny-bones to my backbones..haha!...thx for making my day guyz!..

N im looking forward for the next outing..

Gtg now...need to do the JCS project!!..

Chaoz!

Psst:..Siti..thx for the pics...Syg kau!!!hahahah

2006-09-01T12:47:00.000-07:00

OAC Collage-courtesy of Mani..Nice rite???
Uncle a.k.a Cikgu Zain's cutting the cake..It's Not juz 1 cake, but 2 of them!!

Wat a Lucky O** Man!! hahaha!.....
I would like to wish all teachers..

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!...

Yea!! Holiday for me!!

Wanna say some thx to;

Couzin Pika n Ms Tiffi,who was kind enough to give me a slice of canadian pizza..haha!

Couzin Yazid, whom supported n co-operated wif me throughout the whole concert..(btw,nice performance on the drums,cuz!.)

The teacher whom invited us to eat the free food...haha!!..

The OAC peeps whom turned up for the meeting...hehe!

Basically wanna thanked every performers n the people involved in the concert...

Sadly,today's concert was a bit cocked up..i dont wanna blabbered bout it..I was told at the very last minute,so i cant blame anyone now...but at least..i've tried my best to help...

ah..nvm..its over...

Chaoz!

2006-09-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

Hady's bestest performance!!

Joakim was out last nite...PHew!!...i mean..he should be out of the competition earlier cos he can't sing!!!.. Now,im freaking GLAD dat Hady made it to the next round!!!i've voted 5 times for him on Wednesday..He's worth the Vote man...I'll support him all the way...Few words in hand...i jus wanna say...PLS Vote for Hady Mirza!!!

I've included a video of Hady's last week performance..he sang Lagenda by Sheila Majid n it's an excellant rendition of the song...I Loike It!! So pls...ENJOY!!!

2006-08-30T01:55:00.000-07:00

Hiatus over..

It's almost 2 am now..n im still not aslp yet..

Wish me luck for my Linux test!..

Adios!

2006-08-28T23:16:00.000-07:00

"Datang nya dari Allah S.W.T,Kembali nya kepada Allah S.W.T.."

Sometimes,when we pondered bout wat happened around us..

it will come to a conclusion dat..anything dat live in this world, will eventually come to an end..

Every beginning will always have an ending...

I've juz received a tragic news from my Coursemate,Dewi, dat one of our Dover schmate,Allahyarham Isa,has passed away in a bike accident near Singapore Polytechnic dis afternoon(Inalillah hirajiun..)..n he happened to be one of her close friend..It was truly unexpected..i can see dat Dewi almost cried wen she told me bout it..

I knoe it's hard to accept the fact,Dewi..n I hope u will remain strong throughout...Let us sedekahkan al-fatehah for Arwah Isa...

Hereby,I would like to express my condolences to Allahyarham Isa's family..I am sure he will be missed by his families,friends and loved ones..

Isa's still young..maybe his well-being n good characters made him cherished by others..

..But i believe dat God loves him more..

"Semoga rahmat dicucuri ke atas roh-nya..Amin...Ya Rabbal alamin.."

I've gone through these in the past..I knoe how it feels wen u lost a loved one..

That was wen..sadness filled ur heart...everything in life seemed to be empty..

but watever it is...life has to move on..

So to the one's riding bikes...take care when u'r on the road..

Pray to God for ur safe journey..

2006-08-13T00:44:00.000-07:00

12th-13th August

OAC Night-cycling.

"Aunty,Uncle...One Dollar..."Jason's not juz selling the tissues,but also the bikes.ahakz! Me n the "potential potong-rumput bangla"..haha!
The birthdae dudes n dudette..Syafie,Shikin n Zul..Too bad dat the other 2 august babies,Wan haven't reach the scene yet.. n Aloya was not there..
At The Bedok Jetty End..The victorious pic!..
"See how the spirit of cycling going on"...we haf Eddy ,Siti n Nurul caught half-sleeping on tape..haha!

Two words dat perfectly describe the outing is "EXCESSIVE FUN!"

The nite cycling i had wif my OAC peeps was beyond expectation.I had a hell of a great time with them.

I started of the day by meeting up wif Wan under my void deck...Once i board on his bike,Wan told me dat he had to meet up wif two of the 1st yr student, Helmi n Shafri whom waited for us at BP's ESSO..the two lads wanted to go East Coast by their Motorcycles..but they juz didnt knoe the nearest way to get to East Coast..So they asked a favour from Wan to show them how to get there..they decide to follow Wan's bike from behind..

So we met them at Esso n continued on our journey to East Coast..Busy Traffic as usual..Weekends!Worse still!..hmph..

So wen reached there...we drove on till we find a spot to park the bikes..it was quite a distance from Mac..

So i went to mac 1st...as Wan wanted to park n cover his bike wif the bike's canvas..so i left him wif Shafri n Helmi to do it...while i brought along his beg to meet wif the other OAC peeps..

Basically,everyone's alreadi there..waiting for some "starkarats arrival"..The cake dat Me n Ina ordered was alreadi there..waiting patiently to be cut..Wan was late enough..so the whole crew decide to cut the cake as soon as possible as it going to melt..So sori wan..But we'd saved some for u..

So the Birthdae Song broke the silence .."cutting cake n photo" sessions been made..n the cake was "Voila~excellante'!"..

Then wif our quarter-filled stomach,we rushed our way to the bicycle station..named the Kit Runner pte.ltd i gues..watever it is...as long as we haf our own bikes n gears..

The time was almost 8.30pm wen everyone's boarded on their own bikes...each of us looked like pro-cyclers..haha!..

So we waited for Mr Zain to give the signal to start the journey..

Imagine this...from East Coast to Changi to Paris...err..i mean..Pasir Ris..den all the way back to where we belong,("the kit runner shop lah..").

the timing given was bout 5 to 6 hrs..so,we muz reach b4 8am..so we had more than enough time to catch up..

The journey to Changi was so called " the-still-ok-butt" part..

at the 1st pit stop at Changi,we haf our very-late supper!!!n we ate changi village's nasi lemak...NICE!!!

The journey to Pasir Ris.."quite-painful-butt" period...

pit-stops after pit-stops,we took pictures n chilling out...then...

The journey to Simei was "yeah!-we-gonna-reach" pain..

The last pit-stop, at the petrol station..i observed each n everyone of us..all look so freaking tired...poor thing!...

The journey to East Coast back was "tak-boleh-tahan" butt already leh...

Finally,we've reached the final destination!!...it was almost 8 am!!!!

i felt so relieved by then!..

n i tell ya...Firdaus,Haziq n Apai was the ones motivated me wif their classical jokes throughout the journey...n thanks a lot to Ayim for bringing my bag halfway through...haha!..Thanks to Hafiz for supplying the plasters..haha!

Good job to Zul,Ina,Shafie & Wan for the efforts in making the successful Nite-cycling!!!Nice werk guyz!

I had tremendous fun with the rest of em'...

Its never a regret going for the nite cycling!..

it was worth while!..

Once i reached home...the first thing i looked out was...My BED!!!!..i straightaway flat on my bed till afternoon...n i haf to excuse myself from work yesterday..luckily,Lim was understanding enuf..pheeww!!..thx dude..

Aniwae,Happy belated bdae to Zul,Shafie,Wan,Aloya n Shikin!!!!

So dats all for now...Long live OAC!!!

Chaoz!

2006-08-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

Me,Wan,Mizan n Sharul at the Esplanade..

A crazy video of Us..

Me,Sharul,Mizan,Ajis n Wan dropped by Esplanade for a short while juz to catch the 15min fireworks..It was fun!..I was Ajis's pillion dat day...n riding on his bike was cool..cos i get to lie my back on the bike's box..Then Mat later joined us...too bad he missed the fireworks..but we saved some video for him in Mizan's digi cam..haha!..soon after,we had supper at Orchard's BK...i then realised dat..Guys Gossips are far more worse than Gals!!!no joke!!! Pls Figure that out!..

Happy Birthdae to the following people....

Azhari(23)

Shafie(20)

Diah(19)

chaoz!!..

2006-08-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

Yunos , Me n Farhan at Sakura.

Yunos n Me
"The Scrumptious Meal"

Alhamdulillah...the National Day Concert went well as planned..

I had to hold up the most difficult position today..I was the backstage floor manager!!!...n basically,i took control of the whole event..wif the help of my 6 helpers..Grace,Wan G,Daniel,Wan Dimple,Wan Giler n Xavier..they've been a great help to enlighten the burden on my shoulder..thanx guyz!!..

n luckily,the performers could co-operate wif us..thanx to them too..

After the concert,decided to meet up wif my OAC peeps..we went to Clementi to haf our lunch before i proceeded back to school to watch Yunos's class soccer match..

So today..the EE2M VS Greenridge Bangbroz..

Greenridge Bangbroz lead by Taufeeq a.k.a Mapleh..haha!..

Dan,Fad,Lat,Kerol,Atek..n etc were all there...it was a tough match..

The pom-pom girls was Me,Siti,Ella n Dewi...haha!!..

I was in serious dilemma cos i 'm not sure on which team to support as both teams had my frens on them...so no favorism allowed!...haha..

eventually,results of the match was...EE2M-1 Vs Greenridge-4...

Wanted to join the Bangbroz n company like ,Dewi n El..to catch the fireworks at esplanade at 1st...but den plan changed..

i decided to go home wif Yunos n Farhan..

While in the bus..Farhan was teasing Nos to treat us dinner...n gues wat!..Yunos realli did!..he asked us to alight at the next stop which is near Ginza Plaza..n thats where he's working at..

Yunos was the nicest-est man dat evening...he treat me n Farhan to Sakura!..We ate squid,sweet n sour chicken...fuyo...it was exquisite!...haha..

After dinner,we headed home..

Thx so much to Yunos..hehe!

chaoz!

2006-07-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

7th June - 20th June..

My Mini-Pilgrimage with my family..

Makkah Al-Mukarramah..The Holy City Of Mecca..
My Bro's posing in front of Nabawi Mosque...
My Bro,Me n Nani feeding the camels..
My Bro n Me..At the top of Jabanur..
Aunt Ainon,My Mom,My bro,Me n Aunt Hendon near Gua Hira..
My Bro n My Dad near Nabawi Mosque..If u notice some unusual black spots,den juz leave it to guess..for ur info,it was not caused by my cam..hmm..wonder wat it is..masya-allah...
My Lovely Mom n My Cute Dad..

Assalamualaikum guyz..Well..dis entry has been kept in my blog draft since late June..n i haven't posted it out bcos i was waiting for the cam's film to develop..n it finally has!...pheewww!...

The mini-pilgrimage i had with my family,was truly an enjoyable one..

it's an experience of a lifetime!...

I was a away from school for almost two weeks to perform the "so-called" Muslim's responsibility..Went there with My Mom,My Dad,My bro,My Granny,Aunt Ainon n Aunt hendon..

Alhamdulillah that all went well as planned...And im back home safely..

Thanks a lot to all my friends,families n relatives who prayed for my family's safe journey n also took the trouble to wake up in the middle of the nite juz to send us to the Airport..I realli appreciate each and everyone's efforts in helping us to prepare all the necessary stuffs like food n transport...May Allah blessed you guys..

I donno y..but till now,Makkah n Madinah is still in my heart...I missed the place so much!..I missed the "feel" of being there...I love the country and the people..I missed visiting Makam Rasullullah S.A.W..basically,

I missed everything there...And one thing dat i always remember was the perfect serenity of Masjidil Haram Mosque and Makam Rasullullah S.A.W..

I tell ya..once u've reached Makkah or Madinah,u wont remember anything else,except praying for Allah..

The people there are so nice and friendly..

There was dis time wen i juz finished my prayers wen there's dis old Arab lady asked for my help to take for her the Zamzam water..i pitied her cos she looked extremely thirsty,so i left my granny wif her..n rushed of to the nearest Zamzam container to take a cup of Zamzam water for her..When i came back,she was still there wif my granny..den i handed the cup to her..she stood up n kissed my forehead..n she told me something in Arab which i didnt really understand..den,she shooked my hands,hugged me and said.."ummu solehah..alhamdulillah"...

she den walked away...i turned to my granny to hand her another cup of Zamzam water dat i was holding to,but i quickly turned back to see where the old lady heading again..but the weird thing is dat she was nowhere in sight!..n i'm sure..she was there a few seconds ago!..

Dats realli unusual..wallahualam..only god knows how i felt that time..

Although there's a lot of challenges there..im grateful dat i'd managed to face it wif patience..

I am so grateful to Allah S.W.T for inviting me n my family to perform the mini-pilgrimage...n i hope i will get the golden chance to go there again..Insyaallah..

toppercup tournament

2006-07-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

Mizan! the "Milkman"..where's ur dutch lady?..hehe
Camwhoring before we called off the day...
Sama-Ra-Ke-Teq!!!
The "macho" side of Ramadan.
Kita bercengkerama di bawah sinaran pokok kelapa...haha!

One for 100 baht..hehe!

i'm so confused! my meeting with him blew my mind!

2006-07-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

i met dis guy.."J"..
i've never noticed him before...till one day we met during dis outing..
it started off with a "Hi"..n from dat moment onwards,we became close..
he was so friendly and caring.. and he even "looked" after me during the outing...i didn't think of anything...mayb he was juz being friendly..so in my mind was,"wat happened there,ends there"..
then,
at the end of the outing, J wanted to keep in touch wif me..so i agreed..
then,a few days later..J smsed me..
J showed his care and concern in the smses...
im not sure of his intentions..but i appreciate it....
then,
on the eve of 18th of July,
received an sms by J,asking me out..
So I met up wif him after a meeting wif the OAC peeps....
i waited for J at the CCK station..he arrived minutes later..
then we headed to Lot 1...J was nice enough to treat me to dinner..
we talked n talked n talked.....
den we head down to the night market..
walked and window shopped....
den...we decide to hang around...
so we sat outside Mac..
we continued the conversation there..
J is a good conversationalist..n it's never a bored,chatting wif him..
J told me bout his family,his work n almost everything.....
Then,J asked me bout my past relationship...(here comes the "R" word)..
so i shared my whole life story wif him...
i also told him bout my late ex-bf,Izzul..
i almost dropped a tear talking bout Arwah Izzul....but i remained strong throughout the whole conversation....

Only god knows how much i love Izzul...
Izzul died in a bike accident...
dat's been an impact to me ever since...
what made me guilty was,i wasn't there wen Izzul needs me ...n dats was a few daes before the tragic incident...

I loved Izzul!I loved him so much dat it hurt!I may fall in love with other people.But nothing dat happens to me will ever compare with dat special way i felt for Izzul..Izzul's gone now.But i'll never forget him..or wat it feels like to be in love....
then,i thought i could depend on Ari..But falling in love wif him was a big mistake...it caused so much trouble to me..Dat was the period of "my most miserable relationship"....
i managed to survive the 3 yrs wif Ari..n it's all over now..

The 1st time in my life,im breathing...

After i've told J everything, J cared for me even more..he motivated me to go on wif my life..n yea..let bygones be bygones..J's history was almost the same as mine...n i'd better keep dat, personal...

Then, at the end of the day, J gave me a suprised..he handed me the paper bag he was holding to..n inside,was my birthday present!..
At dat moment,i almost cried...
J was the nicest man dat nite...it was very unexpected..
Thank You J..i appreciate the things u've done for me..
we became close friend ever since....n hope it'll go on for as long as i live..it was nice knowing J...can't wait to see him on Monday..
N yea!! sch re-open!..miss my frenz so much!!!..

mayb dats all for now..

Till then peeps..Gd nite.

Top three movies on my recent list..

2006-07-20T22:15:00.000-07:00

"Here's the list of the top 3 movies dat will eventually burn out a hole in my pocket."

1.Pirates Of The Caribbean 2- It's alreadi in the cinemas since a week ago..but hey,it's never too late..Mayb i'll watch it wif "Z"..He told me dat once he get his pay,he will ask me out for a movie..we intend to watch POTC 2..N i can't wait to see Orlando Bloom and Johnny Depp!!!..hehe!..So...c ya at the cinemas!..
2.The Lake House- I've always love the duo...i mean...i love it wen Sandra Bullock n Keanu Reeves shared the same screen,like they do in the movie, Speed...it was my fave movie of all times...i've read the movie review of Lake House..it sounded romantic!...mayb a must-watch for me and mayb wif my "companion"...hehe!..

3.Nacho Libre- A very MUST-WATCH movie !..My bro alreadi asked me 2 watch it wif him..ok bro! SET!..Nacho Libre here i come!!!!

Here's a Nacho Libre trailer...Juz for u..Enjoy!!

2006-07-20T16:25:00.000-07:00

What is the world coming to?..

well..i seldom talk bout the politics..cos im not politically-minded...
but....wats goin around,is still a significant matter to me..
Furthermore,there's been a small war between Palestine n Israel now..
i thought dat Israel alreadi withdrawn from Palestine..
but,the fact is..they're not..
now they're asking Lubnan, to drive off The Hizbullah Clan...but then they still attacked Palestine...does dat makes sense?...
Didnt they think bout the Palestinians women n their small children, or even babies who suffered their attacks?..
i realli pitied the Palestinians..i can't imagine on how they will lead their daily lives wif all dat terrors around...if only i could help,i will....
i donno when will the cruelty end...
because of 2 Israelis been kidnapped,they give the paybacks to the whole of Palestine...dats realli unfair.....
i hope the cruelty ends soon...only Allah S.W.T knows..
i also hoped dat the Arab countries will help Palestinians in need...
let us all pray for a World Peace....Amin...Ya Rabbal A-lamin...

Muse's new album!!!

2006-07-19T17:00:00.000-07:00

Muse new album!! "Black Holes And Revelations"
i tell ya...the whole album rox!...n my fave song is "City Of Delusion"..it's a great song tau!! Strongly recommended to Muse's fans out there!!!

This is the 1st single out of their new album...-"Supermassive Black Hole"
ENJOY!!!

"Thanks again people"...

2006-07-19T14:05:00.000-07:00

adding up the ones who wished me happy bdae was....;

Kak Fadhilah(Erlin Montel), Mushrafiq, Kit, Suhana,Aidil Shafie, Abg Fitri and Shafiq...

And suprisingly,my ex-bf,Azhari,msged me a Happy Birthdae....

i was very suprised indeed!..didnt expect dat to happen...

but watever it is..thx to them n everyone...piss!!..

"18th July....a day to be remembered....My Bdae lah..hehe!"

2006-07-18T11:15:00.000-07:00

Checkered earrings...courtesy of my bestest bud,Jun... A cute notebook from Thailand..courtesy of my new found fren,Jason..
Touch By Burberry...courtesy of Meche..thx sis..
a close view of the cute notebook....
a sweet bookmark ..courtesy of my neighbour,Ika..

Then, a blue ESPRIT towel from my mom!,

A bracelet from Zulfie n Fir,

A mini PUMA pouch from Haryan,

A flowered-frame from Fashira,

A silver necklace from Azmeer,

A rose from my "ehem-ehem"...haha!..

n also a few other gifts like cards from Herman n Fashira..

THANKS A LOT PEEPS.....

n also..thanks so much to the well-wishers...;

My Mom n Dad n Bro...

My Granny n cousins like,Pika n Ifah.

Frens like;... Jun,Jason,Mizan,Riezman,Zulfie,Firzan,Huda,Danial,Ella,Taufeeq,Ashraf,

Wildan,Shira,Husaini,Ajis,Meche,Anuar,Ain,Shikin,Dewi,Jalilah,Dijah,Firda,Ina,Siti,Ayie,

Herman,Umar,Haryan,Azmi,Feerdaus,Azmeer,OAC peeps n others(lot to mention) for the birthdae messages n wishes..

i realli appreciate it...

N loads of thx to the ones who bought for me presents....im truly touched..i didnt expect to receive a lot of presents dis year....Thx so much people!.............

It's great to be 19!!!! hehehehe!

n lastly,

Happy birthdae To Firdawati too!!!!...

She shared the same birthdae; same DATE,same MONTH n same YEAR as me!...isn't dat a coincidence?!!...

she's like my seperated twin now..WOW!..

Its wonderful to find someone whom has the exact same bdae as us...One in a million tau..

Till then,

Happy 19th Birthdae for the both of us!..Tada..

2006-07-14T23:21:00.000-07:00

"ape dia kak?"..

dat's the very word created by our late local-comedian,

Allahyarham Ishak Ahmat..

i was a bit teary wen i heard the news..he's like,one of the best comedian around..

n im sure,he'll be missed..

let us sedekahkan al-fatehah to him...may he rest in peace..amin..

"An Outing Wif Dan"

2006-07-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

Dan n his "newly-sprayed" bike.
Me n Dan,at Lot 1.
Me n Dan, camwhoring again...

Had a great time hanging out wif Danial a.k.a Dan juz now...

It all started off when Dan asked me to accompany him to buy stickers for his newly-sprayed bike...he called it "Malina"..hahah!

Malina looks cool..n it was my first time riding on Dan's Malina...n the experience i had,was outrageously fun!!..

Dan picked me up at 12pm on my void deck...i was a lil late as usual...

So we head off to Bendemeer Rd to survey on the stickers...

unfortunately,there was none to be found...

Then,we tried our luck at Ah Boy,in Kelantan Lane..

Saw a lot of mulisha riders there...ignorant,was the best thing to do....

So i help Dan to choose the right stickers for his bike...we then chosed dis blue designated sticker...perfect for Malina..

After dat,Dan brought me to Bugis..we went to Long John Silver(LJS) to haf lunch..n he was nice enough to treat me..Thx a lot dude...we ate ,chatted and laughed throughout the meal..Dan's was so0 funny..n yea..Dan's the man!..

At 4pm,i told Dan dat i had to rush off to work..

Dan offered to send me..He insisted till i agreed..

Along the journey,something's funny happened....

Dan's bike was waiting to turn on the right junction,wen suddenly his engine stopped without warning...i asked Dan wat happened...He told me dat his battery has alreadi run out...i alighted n help him to control the traffic;i waved at the cars to head on to another lane,instead of our lane...Dan was busy retrieving the bike's battery...

Then,Thank God......the engine's sound is back....hehe!

Luckily,we reached Lot 1 early...we decided to hang out near the post office building before i head off to work...we talked n laughed bout the funny incident..i think the situation i had with Dan is much more worse than i had with Ridzuan the other day..Wan's engine ran out while we're on the middle of the road..but he managed to retrieve it quickly before the green light appeared...

I reali had a great time wif Dan..i juz noticed that Dan owned a nice-looking pair of eyes...im spellbound i gues......hehe!

mayb there's an outing again...hehe!mayb a big treat from Dan!..haha!

we'll see how it goes.....

n now...im counting down to 18 july...

im curious to be 19!...hehe....

till den..adios people.......

2006-07-04T11:35:00.000-07:00

I was tagged!!!!!..n...
Tag's courtesy Of Azmeer a.k.a Peter Parkers...

Strictly!..No Complain...
Do the following tag without complain.
If u're choosen,u'r lucky.....
choose 5 people after you've done yours..
Leave a tag on the other person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.

10 favourites
Fave Actor : Steven Strait..
Fave Actress: Sandra Bullock..
Fave Sports Star: Pablo Aimar..he's a soccer player from Argentina..he's a Hottie tau!..
Fave Singer : hm..Siti Nurhaliza..
Fave Band : Muse
Fave Song: I Won't See You Tonight Part 1 By Avenged Sevenfold...
Fave number: 7
Fave colour : Blue
Fave Movie: Lord of the rings

Fave comic : Archie n friends...
9 currents
Current Feelings: Giddy
Current Clothes: The J's, Jersey and Jeans..
Current Crush: U knoe, I knoe lah!..

Current Tv Shows: Hikmah...Gunawan's hot!

Current people with me: My Slenge Brother..
Current thoughts: I miss him...
Current wonders: Is he my intended?
Current miss: Azhari

Current msn chat : Firzan

8 firsts
First loved with: Mohd Ashraf...
First bestfriend: Radzi
First movie: Predator
First piercing: When i was a tiny tot..
First First Lie: Mak,nak tido..but i watch tv instead .

First Music: A Lullaby, by the courtesy of My Mom..
First Bike: Early Next Year...Chey,like real jer....

First Kiss : Hm...Can't remember....

7 lasts
Last cry: 2 wks ago..while cutting the onions..
Last drink: Mug Root Beer...
Last Bike Ride : Juz now...my fren sent me home from werk..

Last crush: "Someone" lah..
Last call: Zulfie

Last person you waved at : My neighbour..
Last sms: Firzan

6 have i ever
Have i ever dated one of my bestfriends? Yes.
Have i ever broken the law? No..Erm..Yes la..
Have i ever get arrested? No.
Have i ever skinny dipped? No Lah..
Have i ever been on tv? Yes.
Have i ever kissed someone i didn't know?Not Sure..Mayb No.
5 things i'm wearing
Jersey

Jeans

Specs

A Retro Green Hair band

My green nike earrings

4 things i have done today

Bathe

Eat

Watch Tv

Work

3 things i can hear now

Dad's Nags

The song "Bye Bye Beautiful" By "Coheed And Cambria"

My Bro's fart..He juz did it..Kuang asam nye budak..

2 things i can't live without

My Family

My Frenz

1 thing i do when i'm bored

Knock my head on the wall...

No la..

Listen to songs,to be precise..

2006-07-03T01:17:00.000-07:00

hello peepz...wel..1st of all..wanna say congrats to my ex-dikir grp= Wahana Deksu for being the only girl group in the Mega perdana finals....u gals rock la...although u didnt emerge as the winner...but u guys did ur best..n Jun...nasib kau tak tersalah dudok lagik eh...tapi dis time aku dgr kau byk salah ragam la..hehe..too bad i cant watch ur performance..haiz...sedih tau aku...but hey,hopefully get to watch u guyz on tv...on Tuesdae(04/07/2006) at 8.30pm on Suriachannel..
Congrats to abg Shariff grp...KP...a.k.a kelana Purba..(they're the veterans in dikir tau...so dont play-play ok..hehe!) ....n Shariff is realli a talented-tukang karut..see him mengarot lah dis tuesday ok..

n now...i'm wondering...wen will i ever join back dikir?...i missed those time..hehe!
btw,jun..doakan aku dpt keje pagi lah dis tuesdae..so aku leh tngok dan ketawekan kau time kau buat salah ragam!...hehe..

here's the results of Mega Perdana 2006

Winner-kelana Purba
1st runner up-Jalan Bunga Rampai
2nd runner up-Mak Yong Kedek

Juara terbaik = Kabir (Kelana Purba)
Paluan terbaik = Mak Yong Kedek
Liriks terbaik = Mak Yong Kedek..
Awok-awok terbaik = kelana Purba

2006-06-27T01:18:00.000-07:00

LATEST UPDATES

Italy won thru' penalty shoot-outs..

ITALY-1 AUSTRALIA-0

To Aus,better luck next time...Totti is in the house! n there's no way u can beat Italy...yeah!...

2006-06-26T23:22:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since my last entry..2 mths,i gues..u knoe how it is...
so..its great to b back..missed bloggin but, im pretty lazy to blog actually...too much commitments n stuffs..im involved wif a lot of activities lately..well..
had a grt time in sch todae..saw a lot of my lovely n hot buddies...wave-wave,smile-smile n exchanged gdbyes wif em'...haiz...realli missed my buds..
woke up quite early dis mornin...bout 540am...lenggang-lenggok to get ready..den went out @ 7 15 am..rushed off to the lrt den took the mrt from cck to dover...woah...wat a journey...no choice...had to bare wif it..haiz..
When reached dover station,saw Fadly n Apai...
i muz say,they're the most funniest guys in dover..never fails to make me laugh..n i mean,laugh hysterically....
so i continued on the journey to sch,in a bus, wif them...
So...1st lesson was Computing Maths...It was mundane....
Saffiah's on Mc n fortunately,Valar was present..wel...at least,i wouldnt die of boredom..
Den got to knoe from Valar dat there'll b a phase test at 10.30.
i was like..."wat the F...i haven't study liao...how to do the test??!!"..
but luckily,i managed to do the toughy-minnie questions..loads of thx to Mr Gremar la...Wa caya sama lu lah ci'cher...
Den after dat miserable phase test..went to the canteen to munch on some snacks..n dat was wen i saw a lot of my peeps...Raihan(my lambai² fren) greeted me..he's realli friendly indeed...then saw Po-G(a.k.a Fauzi) disturb me while i was queueing for food at the Abg Vogue Stall..Den saw Zul..said a little "hi" to him...was suprised to see his hair..reminds me of The Beatles..Flat n "ungel-led"..hehe..and finally saw Shayfiq,n suprisingly,Haris was not wif him...i wonder where has he been?..realli missed dat gothic look la brader...
When i was queueing up at the stall...wen it was my turn to order...i was a bit stunned wen dat Abg Vogue teased me..i muz admit dat he's gorgeous n cute..but...i juz dont like the way he teases me...it was as if he's flirting wif me...yikes!...in my mind was like.."Dilah...setia pade cik abg satu tu je la..kuatkan iman.."...hehe...i juz gave him a simple smile,grab my food,gave him the bucks n left...
After the scrumptious meal, Valar n me headed to the library to get the access room card..
While in the room, received an unexpected call from Huda a.k.a my laughing partner..she's on her way to sch...n i miss her truckloads..i was so looking forward for her arrival..
Wen she arrived,she gave me a big hug..i was truly enthralled...i was happy to see her indeed..
We chatted for a few moment,n Huda had to go off early cos she had a meeting to attend..
So at 3 pm,me n Valar went to the hall..get our attendance ticked n we went off..
Den received a msg from Aloya telling me dat she was released early by Mr Soong..so i waited for her at the foyer...n at the same time waited for Taufeeq...
While waiting,i caught sight of a "hottie"..it's none other than "Y"( hint* hint*)..He went up to me n offered to accompany me...along wif his fren,Farhan..it was realli nice of "Y" to accompany me alto' he had to rush off to work..but he's kinda cool wif it..had a fun conversation wif "Y" and Farhan..
Den,wen Aloya n Feeq arrived,we made our way home..took 963 together..wee...happy tau..
"Y" had to alight first..waved gdbye to him..he's a realli nice guy...glad to knoe someone like him...all thx 2 Wan...n also God..thx so much...hehe!.. I teased Farhan all the way till he alighted the bus...n yea...he's cool bout it..n i tell ya..he do look like Clarke Kent tau...
Den it was my Feeq's turn to get teased by me..hehe...sori lah feeq..
Wanna say lots of thx to Feeq...he was nice enough to accompany me to go n repair my "damaged" hp...wel...it's juz the casing actually..n it caused a hole in my pocket..10 bucks to juz take off the 3230 clothing,i mean,..casing...
After that,i parted ways wif Feeq...exchanged gdbyes n i walked slowly home..im juz so lucky to haf a fren like Feeq...thx again wit...

woah..wat a long entry...this is the result of not blogging often...yea...serve me rite..k la..n'uff said..wanna chaoz...gd nite people..

request from siti....

2006-06-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

hey ya pals,
im trying to do some request thingy here...it's from siti zaleha..a.k.a Makcik Siti..hehe..
So here it goes.....

=7 random facts about me=
-im talkative..so plz bare wif it...
-i love to eat pizza...
-very easy-going...
-wont get angry easily...but wen dat idiot tends to piss me off ultimately..he/she will be sorry...don't say i didnt warn eh..
- love to joke around wif frenz and laugh a lot...
-treasures friendship and relationship..
-like to help people in need...

=7 things that scare me=
-Allah S.W.T dan larangan-Nya..
-my dad's snore/my mom's nags...klu dorang dah combined forces..abeslah aku...
-exams..tests...
-losing my loved ones..
-hari qiamat/judgement day
- lizards
-death

=7(can i make it a 10?)..10 random music at the moment=
-Love the black by Vendetta Red
-I like that by Jae Millz
-No promises by Shayne Ward
-Promiscuous Girl by Nelly Furtado ft Timbaland
-Everyday i love you less and less by Kaiser Chiefs
-Not pretty enough by Kasey Chambers
-Jangan pernah berubah by Marcell
-I won't see you tonight Part 1 by Avenged Sevenfold
-Biarlah rahsia by Siti Nurhaliza
-Wanna ride by Wisin Y Yandel ft Bone-N-Thugs-Harmony

=7 things i like/love the most=
-My Family of course!!!...
-My OAC members!...
-My BF(if i were to haf one....)
-My IT1B Classmates and my bestest frenz,Jun,Zulfie and Firzul..
-My current CRUSH..hint hint*
-my ex,Azhari and my late-ex, Izzul ...Love them so much till it hurts...
- Checkered and Adidas stuffs...

=7 things i say the most=
- "ape je!"
-"merepek sey!"
-"taufeeq!! chakz!!!"
-"ni anak nak kene sunat lagik ni..."
-"kuang asam!!"
-"otak kau!"
-"alamak!..ader jejaka hot ah pat sane tu!!"

=7 people to do this="up to u people klu nak buat la...come on...lai laiii.."
-Junaidot
-Jannah
-Nurul Huda
-Mani
-Wahidah
-Azmeer
-Ella....

2006-05-08T23:54:00.000-07:00

I want to express my condolences to my fren,Faizal n his family...
His mom passed away at 1.30pm at Alexandra Hospital...
Thanx Ben for informing me bout the sad news..
Let us sedekahkan Al-Fatihah for his mom alrite......May she rest in peace..amin..

2006-04-08T00:08:00.000-07:00

Here are some of the pics dat i've recently uploaded from my hp cam..
wel..dis is juz a few..n more to come..
actually,waiting for Mani to hulur to be precise...haha!..

2006-04-03T23:01:00.000-07:00

As promised, here's the "delayed" Pulau Batu pics.....hehe!

2006-04-02T16:00:00.000-07:00

This video was taken on our 2nd Day of Camp..
We're in Tanjung Balai..The vid was after the Waterfall trip..We're on our way to lunch i think..i took it in a "vintage" bus,which was one of the main transport for the people in Tanjung Balai..According to my uncle,Mr Zain..the bus's been existed since 1975...woah..but the rides was fun!..it's an experience of a lifetime!..

2006-03-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

First n foremost..happy 19th birthdae to my dearest fren, Illya!!...hope u haf a wonderful bdae ahead...
Went to OAC meeting in the mornin..by the time i arrived, the only one's left was Ina,Man,Zul,Aloya,Siti,Mani n sum others..
Den spent a few moment to turn up for the SC meeting..Met up wif Rayner,Jason,Hanafi n Shafiee in the Seminar Room...They did some silly stuffs...haha!..juz filled up some envelopes wif forms for the future dover intake students..wat infuriates me was, dat Shafiee called me down for nothing!..haiz!..
Then went up to the OAC room again to finish up some stuffs..After the meeting ended,went to Bp plaza wif Ina n Shafiee to eat at Sakura!...hehe!..i enjoyed myself hanging out wif em'..they're a grt couple i muz say...
So dear frenz...im goin for the Indonesia OAC trip 2moro..pray for my safe journey k..
smoga ku slamat perjalanan pergi dan pulang..Insyaallah..
To those whom sms me wif the safe notes...thx alot..realli appreciate it..
i've juz finished packing up the stuffs needed..my bag's bloated lah!..haha..
ok...i'll b back in 3 daes time..so..take care guyz...piss!!!!!(' ',)\/

2006-03-30T23:00:00.000-08:00

I FELT SO ELATED NOW!!! My wish came true!!!.. get to talk wif my long-term CRUSH!!!!(..he's so fair,cute n charming!!..hint hint)....yeay!!!im so ecstatic..he's so cool n nice!..n fun to talk to...often meet him in sch..but never get the chance to talk to him..but today! i did! yes! i did it!!..i was so into the long conversation we had...i felt so alive suddenly!..haha!..ok ok..
So 2dae..went to Bugis with Jun..my purpose was to buy the stuffs dat i haf to bring along for the camp..while window shoppin,we met up wif Een and Fara..Fara had to attend some meeting while,Een tagged along wif us, to shop!..
Later in the evenin..went to Sheng Shiong wif my dad..he accompanied me to buy the balance OAC stuffs dat were put on hold by the OAC members..
Thanks so much dad!..Sayang bapak ku banyak²!...hehe!

Btw,to Wan n Gang(Zan,Nos,Ajis,Hanafi n gf),Feeq n El..so sori cos i cant turn up for the pit..nvm..we still haf another date to catch..
15th april sini mari!!!!...haha!!!take care guys..haf fun at ECP!!...

2006-03-29T22:26:00.000-08:00

Yeay yeay!!!!!it's the holidaes!!!!!!!i've alreadi smelled the warmth of it beforehand!...hehe!..it's rite before i hand up the excruciatin Netfund paper...haha!..
Wah!!..i felt like a bird,dat escaped from the cage!...haha!..nonsense lah aku ni...ok..n'uff of it..
Oh! i forgot 2 mention..im like 3 daes away for the Indonesia trip..it's so nerve-wrecking...hehe!..
So today,after the paper end...went to Beach Rd wif Ina,Shafiee,Mani,Siti n Jason..Had so much fun joking around n eating wif em'..actually,our intention,was to buy the stuffs for the OAC camp..

2006-03-27T23:30:00.000-08:00

My "own-feedbacks" for APM(Anugerah Planet Muzik) a.k.a ( Ape Punya Malam/Malang....daa..) on 24th March 2006,Friday...

1.The new Indonesian Host is so DAMN CUTE! n soo pwweetty too!

2.The drop of the "ball",courtesy of Ello,which was the main cause of the whole fiasco...Words of caution.."Next Time,Pls hold ur ball.Thank You"..ahakz!

3.Improve on the hand gestures,Adam AF2.

4.Vince should hold the MIC properly.And i mean, Hold It Tight!.

5.Siti Nurhaliza's getting chubby.Like me!...hahaha!

6.Rossa...wats wif her english look-a-like top?..but it can't be denied dat she's one HOT property!

7.Alas!..Fazley Asmara cut his hair!..he looked super GORGEOUS..ahh!..biler mau pinang Kak Siti Ku?..anyway,i think he's the perfect match for Siti Nurhaliza..he's "Handsome wif brains!"..

8.Aznil the most outstanding host of the 4 lots..bcos of his belt i think!..ahakz!..

9.Taufik Batisah is Super CUTE lah!..cannot tahan oready leh!...he rocked the whole event dude!!!

and last but not least.....

My one n only...(jeng jeng jeng..)...SYED AZMIR!..alahai..i tried 2 avoid lookin at him..to prevent myself from reminiscing ARI!..but i can't help it!!!...he's SO CUTE N HOT!!!!..

But it's a waste dat his voice was mediocre..

Disappointingly,i think dis year's APM was average...i prefered the previous yrs compared to todae's one..

The old Sarah Sechan n Shanty made a better host..too bad they've been dropped from becomin the female hosts..they clicked well , wif Adi n Aznil..don't u agree?..

And i think TAUFIK SANG BETTER than MAWI!!!!!..btw,no offence intended here..but it's the fact people....

2006-03-26T23:50:00.000-08:00

Check..
@ 10 am in the mornin- ..Accompanied Zul to wash n clean up his bike..
(..haiz..Poor Zul...some "prankster" scratched n drew on his new Honda SP bike..n worst still,the pransker wrote out "Lu jgn step lah" wif a permanent ink marker..hey Zul, wen did the "foe" exist?..u nvr told me about it..but watever it is..juz let patience run into u..these kind of ppl should be prepared for some retribution..
@ 1 pm - went to haf a meal at Mac wif Zul..he told me dat he's so nervous for NS..
n ya..Zul's been posted for POLICE..Good for him..So i'll can alwaes depend onhim to protect me!..haha!..be a good police Zul...dun b like Ari..One lazy dumb-arse..haha!..it's not wrong to badmouthed some jerks for once in a while...hee..if he's readin this..peduli ape aku!....hehe!..

Now,im taking a time off from squeezing my brains..
2moro's my SE exam...wish me luck people...
It's a last minute thingy....so i kinda "tawakkal" to Allah now..
Watever it is..i'll try my best....
N'uff said..chaoz...

pst: thx Zul for the treat..should do it more often!..hehe!...
Happy 19th Birthdae to my ex, Najib....wherever u r..wish u all the best in life...hope our friendship will never end...

2006-03-26T22:50:00.000-08:00

im gonna miss Erlin Montel!!..errr..i mean, Haizad Imran!!
So today's the last episode of Erlin Montel..aiyo..but the ending was superb!..
i love dat show...better still,wen there's Haizad!..he's so HOT lah!..i was extremely engrossed wif him..till i realised dat im only a mere metre away from the tv...
i muz say dat, Haizad is one of the most good-looking malays i've ever seen...
(untung nye si Erlin dpt mendampingi si dia...)

ok..so i gues dat there'll b a 2nd season..it's called "Dilah Montel"...the lead actress is, none other than ME lah!...haha....(eksen tak tau pulak u all! haha!)...
So the new season will focus more on the "after-wedding-life" of Erlin n Haizad..ouh yah! i forgot!..im s'posed to replace Erlin rite..ok ok..so b sure to catch the new season.. hehe!..as if!..
ok..stop dreamin Dil..should concentrate on the SE revision now..
Chaoz!.....

2006-03-26T17:18:00.000-08:00

Once - Dealova

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Karena hati telah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati Oh
Bayangmu seakan-akan

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu oh
Kau seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada
Hanya dirimu yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang dan sepi

2006-03-24T23:55:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 9 am..n IWAD class started at 8am...wah!..gd job dil..
I'M LATE AGAIN!!...
Wat happened to my new year's resolutions?...those r juz words i think...hehe!
Silly me..right after my subuh prayers...i touched on the praying mat..it feels so soft lah..can't resist 2 lie on it..den..BUMPed!!..sleep soon overtook me..there goes the "unfinished" nap again..
By rite ..i should've get ready for sch at dat time..it 5 mins past 6 ..n i should've go out at 7am or latest 7.15am..
So..went out of the house at around 945..rushed off to the lrt..n continued on my journey to sch..
Alight at J.E n waited for the opposing train to Dover...Den,someone tapped on my back..freaking shocked!..haha!..it's my old fren, Naz,..den decide 2 board the train wif him..Chatted for a while..exchanged numbers..b4 i've finally reached Dover station..
Naz's different..he looked more gorgeous than ever..haha!...
When one of our bestest buddy,Fadly a.k.a Riez, went to Brunei,all of our members lost contact ever since..The "kentalanz" time's been dead for some time back..dat was wat i named the old grp b4..too bad dat everyone went on seperate ways...Am wonderin' how's Fadly,Meche n others doin now....

So..im getting my old frenz back!..mayb,one by one...missed em' so bad!...

Reached sch at 1030..took the lift wif this 3 mats..den one of e "MAT" flirtatiously disturbed me..So cheeky lah he!..In my head was "Whatever lah mat"(Malas ku nak layan..).

Gues,im not turning up for IWAD ..come for the sake of OS retest actually!..which is at 11 am..So there is a tiny-bit-time left for me to revise..

When doin the test..i only knew how 2 do a few questions..n The rest is history!..

only Huda,Aloya,Taufeeq n Sathis knew bout dat..haha!..

When the test's done..went home straight..wif Aloya n Huda..
Den went to Lot1 with Aloya...Huda didnt joined us cos she haf 2 meet her frenz..
n yea..Huda's goin for the APM(Anugerah Planet Muzik)..good for her..(hopefully, she'd already sent my regards to Syed Azmir,Taufik Batisah...n not forgettin', "Kak Siti Ku"..it's none other than ,Siti Nurhaliza lah!)..hehe!...
Aloya n me went to Food Culture to haf our lunch,while waiting for her bf to arrive..Aloya's sis,Sakinah later joined us, together wif some frenz..We ate like one big happy family!..hehe!
Den,one of Sakinah's frenz said something SO NICE bout me!!!..hehe!..thank you lah sis!..wa caya sama lu!!....
After the scrumptious meal..i went off,leaving them..
Met,"R",in the afternoon..he told me dat he haf something to talk about..dunno wats wif him lately..
I feel rotten about lying to him..Lying never bothered me before..but i don't like lying to R..When i can't avoid it..I prefer to mislead him slightly..or to leave out parts of the truth..But this is juz plain lying..And it's about something im doing dat i specifically promised i wouldnt do..
I juz dun wanna give him high hopes..n i can't predict anything bout us now..I can't start "something" all over again..im still in the process of finding my "Happy-self"...
Sometimes,a broken heart needs no remedy,like 2 find someone else den automatically start a new relationship,juz for the sake of mending the "already" broken heart...for me..it wouldnt EVER work dat way...

2006-03-23T23:54:00.000-08:00

Todae was rather a typical dae..
Suprisingly,i reached sch early..unlike,the usual thursdays...hehe!..
So,had to present the SE project right after the SE lesson..
El did a gd job in presenting the slides..n Huda! u did a grt job in the design n stuffs..not forgetting,aloya n shikin..both of u did a grt job too..wel..congrats 2 my group-mates lah!...
Thank God dat we managed to finish all of our projects on time..(syukur alhamdulillah...)..
Finally..i can breathe again...but!..now,need to study for my OS test tomoro..damn dat test lah!....
So after the presentation..which is abt 10 plus..Huda,Aloya,Shikin n Me, headed down 2 the canteen for an advance lunch..El joined us minutes later..
Decided to stay in school cos there's an SC meeting at 12..
So i killed the time by hanging out wif the dudettes for a while...
The SC meeting was mundane..nothing much la..it's only dat Haresh n Hanafi asked us to come back during the holidaes to paint our SC room n also to discuss bout some upcomin event for the school..
Whether i like it or not,i stil haf no choice..i haf to turn up for it..
Furthermore,it's a day after my OAC's Indonesia trip...So i'll gues it'll b exhausting enough for me..
it's not easy being an exco actually..im facing pressure, to be honest..but watever it is,i'll try my best...
So after the Sc meeting..went home straight..first walked wif shikin...den..alone..b4 dat,waved gdbye to El,Wit,Wan n gang..(n heck wif dat Wan"tot" lah..ade je nak kacau aku.....hahah!...aku tahu lah kwn kau tu cute..tapi ape nak buat...so near yet so far lah!..)

I feel horrendous..hardly get some enuf sleep lately..I think i can count the hours i've slept..
Worse still,the break-ups caused me to suffer even more..
Argh!!!..why is dis happening to me?...Mayb i loved Ari too much..
;"Stop blaming urself, Dil"..u'r the one whom made the decision..
I feel like knocking my head on the wall rite now..better yet,slapping my chubby face..
It wasn't bcos of a third party or somethin..but i still cant accept the fact dat he lied to me...although, it's a slightest matter..but im taking it seriously..
cos i juz felt some insecurity towards it..

2006-03-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

Missed a lot of entries lately..so much had happened..till i dun haf the time to write it out..to name a few...;
-"the worst day in my work history" ,
-"OAC meeting wif the oac dudes n dudettes",
-"My worst nightmare of all:TEST!",
-"Fir's bdae bash",
-"Shocking news: Operation",
-"A Nocturnal being"
...n a whole lot more....

btw..my granny's already went back to my aunt's place..i kinda feel lonely now..
she stayed here a few daes ago..my aunt n dad took turns to look after her..it's realli fun being around granny a.k.a "Nenek Cute Ku"..she's the cutest n the bestest granny i've ever had!!!..she's cool n she likes ice-cream!!! hahaha!...n now,im missin her a lot...i've to slp alone again...wel...

Speaking of warming things up...i haf a saddest news to tell..
Something terrible happened..Teardrops,over dis entry..I juz can't stop myself...

Between Ari n Me...It's OVER...

It's the end of the road for us...
The 4 yrs has poured down the drain..
It's not 4 daes,4 weeks or 4 months, BUT, it's "4 freaking years!"
Im truly depressed now..but i've to let him go....again....

I said it without thinking...I couldnt help myself...But I don't think I regret it...I knoe..I promised myself..But watever it is, im SO gonna miss him....

The 10 things i cherished the most bout him...

1.His white smile...

2.The rides on his bike...

3.Spending my weekends watching movie wif him..

4.His jokes...

5.His laughter...

6.His "Syed Azmir look-a-like face"...

7.His hugs...

8.His warmth kiss on my forehead...

9.His burp!...

10.The way he said "i love you"...

Argh!!.. i missed everything bout him lah!...but still,i have to let it all go..

I juz can't stand being around liars......

There's no turning back this time Dil...Life has to go on.....

I hope u take care of urself, Ari.....

I won't forget our bitter- sweet memories......n Thank You for everything u have done for me.....

Pst: To taufeeq..thx for helping me dude...

To all my frenz...thx a lot for the motivation, for me to move on with life..thx so much...

2006-03-21T01:00:00.000-08:00

A request from SITI.

game instruction-the tag victims have to come up with 7 different points of their perfect lover.specify gender of their target.tag 7 victims to join the game and leave a comment on their page saying they're been tagged.if tagged the second time,there's no need to post again.have fun!

gender: MALE ( of course lah...duh..)

un: UNDERSTANDING

deux: HONEST

trois: GOOD SENSE OF HUMOUR

quatre: PATIENCE N HARDWORKING

cinq: PRESENTABLE N CUTE!

six: LOYAL

sept: FINALLY,HE HAF TO BE a "3-in 1" GUY..MEANIN..A FREN, A RELIABLE PARTNER N A ROMANTIC DUDE!

The next 7 peeps will be: Huda, Ella, Jun, Jannah ,Ain ,Anis and Wahidah..

2006-03-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

Attention to all my dearest classmates of 1B...(wek..wek..)..hehe!

This is my third reminder..(' ',)

Plz be reminded dat u guyz need 2 spent some "buckeroos" for our class pit..it's "10 bucks"..

Need to hand it to me by FRIDAY..(..No postpone allowed:..cos i dun wanna be loanshark, who's after u,not ur money!..hehe!)..

I need to get everything settled once n for all..So hope u guyz co-operate...hehe!..

For any enquiries,ask me in class ok..dun waste ur sms cos i dun wanna waste mine too...hehe! orite..dat was a joke!..watever it is, dun b hesitant to ask me...juz call or sms aite..Thank You.

N'uff said...Piss!!(' ',)\/

2006-03-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

Specially to Fir..My bestest dude on earth, besides Zul! ! hehe!

To my bestest buddy, Firzan a.k.a "Mr 24/7", Happy 21st birthdae lah dude!...Legal age lah ni..(klu leh lebihkan tngok Rancangan Agama...Bukan yg lagik satu nye RA..paham² lah ko)..dun get me wrong fir...aku bingit sal ko eksen sgt lah..mentang² dah 21...(PTUI lah!)
..klu bleh ubahlah prangai tu..jadi anak yg soleh..jgn asyik nak klua mlm n buang duit moto jer..muke kau dah la "berminyak" sal asyik nge"pump" moto minyak kau jer..hehe!..
wel..watever it is..I want u to knoe dat i'll never forget a fren like u as long as i live..n ur birthdae bash was a fun one cos u turned into one big cake!..kudos to Arman,Zul, Mala n Asrul...hee!..Eggs courtesy of me!!!...hahha..too bad cant spent a lot of time wif u guyz juz now cos i haf 2 rush to werk..damn the afternoon shift lah!..so freaking tired....
Btw..yg plan nak bombard kau ngan telor n flour tu bukan aku or Zul!...but, it's Arman!...hehe..hope Arman's not reading dis..(klu dier bace pun, peduli ape aku!!!)...HAHAHA!..

2006-03-16T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy birthdae to my dearest fren,Rizal...may u achieve all the happiness in life...hope our friendship last till eternity...insyaallah..

2006-03-09T01:05:00.001-08:00

it's 1 am now...n im squeezin my brain.
...tryin hard 2 get all the those SE notes inside..
how?..think i can make it?..insyaallah...only god knows..
i think the RAM is high...bout 512MB..but my brain's like Pentium 2..
cos,i juz read thru the notes...n the brain's loading slow n steady..
aiyo...im desperately in need of a thick black coffee!..
wish me luck for my test.

Ps:To Rizal,get well soon aite...n please,cut down on the ciggs...

2006-03-07T00:01:00.000-08:00

Happy birthdae to my dear brother...all the best in ya future endeavour n may u b happy alwaes...take care bro....

2006-03-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

A close look at the Fifa World Cup Trophy...Real gold btw..

I'm wonderin..is Brazil gonna win again?..hm..let's see...

2006-03-03T23:54:00.000-08:00

Hus Kentang and Me!!!

Fifa World Cup Tour 2006 " Golden" Ticket - Courtesy of Hus kentang!..Thx a lot,dude!

Hus Kentang Before The Haircut!

Fifa World Cup Trophy Tour Card

Hus Kentang after the haircut!.Ur so the skinhead lah hus!

Had so much fun todae!..Went to Suntec Convention Hall 402, wif one of my funniest guy-fren,"Hus Kentang!" to see the Fifa World Cup Trophy..hehe!..He asked me at the very last minute..but fortunately,we made it on time 2 peep at the "fifa trophy"...It's juz so sweet of him 2 bring me there..n also provided me the free ticket!...wah!...thx a lots lah Hus!..wa caya sama lu!!

After that, went 2 haf supper at Burger King..As usual, Hus ordered 2 LARGE fries...btw,he's a FRENCH FRIES FREAK!!!...Hus,i think ur face already resembled "one ripe potato lah!"..hehe!...

Also loads of thx 2 my schmate,Iskandar, for giving me a "lil-bit" discount n also e extra packets of cili sauce...hehe!...if i were to go suntec again,i'll drop by BK orite!.. dats a promise, Is!!...

2006-03-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

In the pic below was,Shafie,Me n Hanafi..

It wasn't my usual style to wake up "so" early in the mornin...as in 530am to get ready..
Ok..so today was the "SC Investiture Day"..need to be there at 745 am SHARP!..So i met up wif Hanafi at cck mrt station 1st b4 heading to bukit batok station to meet El..Then,we quickly made our way to Bukit Batok ITE.."enjoyed" some 10 mins walk..n both my feet were aching wif blisters..thx 2 Hanafi for his slightest idea...
When reached BB ITE,we proceeded to the auditorium..To my suprise,some of the student councillors were alreadi there..(smangat tol ni budak²)..Spent 2 bloody hours b4 the rehearsal starts..while waiting for it,El n me were laughing our head off at some of our frenz "funny scenarios"..n i also told El bout my funny incidents..which include the time wen my pants almost tore into half..haha!..
Besides,spending some fruitless and frustating hours realli infuriates us..El n me regretted on coming early but fortunately,some of the SC mates(Faadhel,Jefri,Mus,Fifi,Paul, Juli) n also some frenz (Wahidah,Kak Aifa n Mahadhir),entertained us wif their silly jokes n quotes..haha!...Was utterly suprised wen i saw wahidah,kak aifa n Mahadhir turned up..I soon found out dat they haf to perform some dance routines at the end of the event..n dats soo cool!..
So wen the rehearsal start,i had to seperate from El..i had to sit in front, wif the bunch of future Excos..Had to sit in between Kelvin n Shafie..Shafie was appointed as my deputy...Congrats to him..Looking forward in working wif u,bro..
Next to shafie was,Shahrul...dis guy ah..one word to decribe him was "insane"...his insanity entertained me to the limit!..he's extremely funny..made me laugh the whole day..Actually,it was my first time talking to him..but i've somehow enjoyed it..
Then,the moment we've been waiting for has arrived!...
The guest-of-honour was ushered in n dat was wen the real event start..Mixed reactions soon enveloped me..i felt nervous,but ecstatic at the same time..1st thing on my mind was to get rid of the "stage phobias"..
Incredibly,i was armed wif a positive attitude..my face was animated wif excitement n i juz cant wait to get on stage...
So once my name was announced,i took a deep breath n made my way to the stage to shake hands wif the guest-of honour..
After dat,all of the Sc members n excos from both Dover n Clementi ITE haf to recite the SC pledge...During the pledge,there was this burning sensation in my throat dat forced me to cough..luckily,it was a mere cough..so it didn't sound dat obvious..i decided to control the cough thru'out the whole event..Darn! the unpleasing cough start again!...
After the whole event ended,El n me went to change b4 heading to the reception counter to enjoy the food..i was expecting some hotel-buffet-ted food..but soon realised dat my expectation was high enuf..the food served was mundane..but watever it is,i should be grateful dat i have something to eat..rather than having none..luckily,the fried rice was great!..
I saw quite a few of familiar faces...Was suprised to see Anuar,my crazy fren!hehe!..he's one of the Dover seniors..He told me dat he'd juz passed out from Police Academy..all the best to him aite..then,saw Hernie,my secondary schmate..had a lil' conversation wif her..n also saw Shidah,my primary schmate..
Was halfway enjoying the food,wen i realised dat my hp was nowhere in sight..Panic-strikened n i couldn't think properly..I rummage frantically through my beg,looking for my hp..n asked El to keep on calling my hp..El told me that my hp was still ringing..Gosh!..i remembered dat i put my hp on silent mode..so it's hard to find the culprit,if it was stolen....Then,i decided to search in my bag again...n tada!!! i've found it!!..silly me!!!it's inside the small pocketed corner of my bag..ahh..thank god for it!..
After dat,El n me left the place..had to meet up Huda,Aloya n Shikin at Jurong East Library,to continue working on our SE project..Once we reach J.E lib,El n me went to the 4th floor to wait for the other 3 dudettes,whom on their way there..
El was reading a book wen she halfway felt asleep..me,on the other hand,was coughing hard..i was a tiny bit annoyed wen i cant realli control it..i rushed to the toilet to puke...argh!i was damn sick!!!..Then,went back to my spot..saw dat El's already awaked..Huda n Aloya arrived minutes later den followed by Shikin...They were so worried bout me..They told me to go home n rest..but i insist on staying on wif them..i juz cant leave my frenz doing the project without me..den i did something dat i found rather embarrasing..i was so sick dat my exhaust pipe burst...haha!!sori guyz!..i was lucky enuf 2 haf some understanding dudettes on my side..really love u guyz..
Then,received a call from Rizal..he called me to ask bout my health..he's so concerned bout me..i was realli touched by it...n he also offered to send me to the doctor..aww..but i told him dat he needn't do dat..cos i juz dun want to trouble him...he had done so much for me..wat more could i ask for?..
Rafiq was nice enuf 2 make n sent us a PEPPERONI PIZZA!! El collected from him n sneaked the box into the library...we didnt eat inside library la!..we haf to finish our project 1st..but the smell of the pizza was mengancam to the extreme!..hehe!
We end off the day by eating the pizza outside the library..The pizza was exquisite!..i ate 2 slices of it..(tak padan org sakit ni)...like i've said..im such a "glutton" for pizzas!so i dun care if im sick or not..i still ate it!! worse still,wen i get it for free!hehehe!Had so much fun joking around wif the dudettes,while muching on the food...n btw,thx a lot to Rafiq!..
Hence,it was truly,one of most memorable day of my life..i wont forget it ever!..
Damn!..i'm soo sick n my cough is out of control for now...gues dat im taking an off day from sch 2moro..chaoz!!!

2006-03-01T01:55:00.000-08:00

Darn.. haf to meet up Hanafi n El ,early in the morning..people,wish me luck n hope i'll wake up early aite......
i'll blog in again later in the evening orite..
so much things happened for the last 24 hrs....
haiz...realli need to get some sleep now...it's almost 2 am...b4 dat,need to iron my clothes, b4 landing on my bed...ok..nite frenz...pis!

2006-03-01T00:45:00.000-08:00

i've been coughing for the last 120 hrs...hardly had enuf sleep over the past few daes cos the cough was
tremendously "excruciating"..almost caused myself to puke each dae..
Know what day it is??...Yea!it's FORT MINOR CONCERT DAY!! YaY!..Wat a waste..ok! ok! i should stop my crap..i shouldn't bragged bout it
again..let bygones be bygones,dil..i was too carried away for a while..i've been dying to meet Mike Shinoda..he's one of the HOT lad in my "Goo-Goo Ga-Ga Artist List"...i've alwaes been a fan of his..rite from the Linkin Park Daes n till now...now i can juz dream on...let's face the reality orite ..
Being sick makes me lethargic and unable to get out of bed in the morning..dat caused late-ness for my IWAD lesson again...Luckily,i had a good explaination to give to dat Apek a.k.a Mr lee..

2006-02-28T23:47:00.000-08:00

Wat a nite!...juz came back from town wif El..
People,Ever heard of a "Shoppin marathon"!...no?...wel,now u do..n the lucky participants was "Me n El"..Haha!
It was rather a torturous dae for me..despite the flu n cough,i still turn up for the lesson,which start at 830am n ends at 530pm..
During breaktime in between lesson,i was informed by my SC mates dat i need to turn up for the SC investiture 2moro at BB ITE..I was appointed as the Chairperson of CCA & Enrichment Comittee!..duh!..i was flabbergasted!!!..but..felt grateful at the sametime cos all my hard work had paid off..pheww!..Then they told me bout the dress code for the SC investiture..it was a formal attire..which includes; a white long-sleeve shirt,black pants n a pair of covered black high-heel shoes..argh!!...where the hell can i get a white long-sleeve shirt n the high heel shoes???!!...reali had a hard time thinking bout it..it's juz too impossible for me to get them in less than 24 hrs..but den..i planned wif El to go to town to search for it..
So after school,met up wif El at Jurong East mrt station..took the train to Orchard...den headed to Far East Plaza..We browsed through every shop,to find the white shirt..Damn!..There's was juz no sign of it!...Haiz..
Den try our luck at Lucky Plaza..Went to Bossini,Giordano n all of the clothes shop available there..but still,"NO SIGN OF IT"!..
By then,i'd alreadi felt like a volcano,wanting to erupt...the clock ticked 9...n most of the shop was already on the verge of closing down..So..i confidently told El dat we should try out OG a.k.a Urban Warehouse..i remembered buying some shirts for my dad n Ari,for their birthdae present,there..
So we rushed off to OG..When reached there,we straightaway went to the ladies section to find it..lucky for El,whom managed to find the perfect shirt dat suited her..and i was unlucky enuf cos the size i wanted,was unavaible..Haiz..so after El paid for her shirt,i told her dat i haf no choice but to go n try the men's section to look for the bloody shirt..so we rushed down to the bottom level to find it..hah!..thank god!..i found it!...lots of thx to the sale assistant dat helped us out at the very last minute..i realli appreciate it dude..
Den off we went to look for my shoes..El told me dat there's BATA at Lucky Plaza...so we rushed back to there...Was relieved wen i saw dat BATA haven't closed its door yet..i quickly grabbed one n paid for it..
So after dat "Shoppin marathon",we headed home..I was alreadi drenched in sweat by the time i reached Far East Plaza bus stop...

Pst: To El,
Thx a lot for accompanying me n also for the Old Chang Kee treat...hehe!..

2006-02-28T14:52:00.000-08:00

Ari's on reservist now..He's been away for almost 3 weeks..And i'm soo bored dat i'm actually contemplating doing some school's assignments n projects..What is the world coming to?..
I'm waiting for the perfect weekend wif Ari..im juz not sure wat's my relationship been up to now?.. (here comes the "R" word..)..we alwaes had dat on/off relationship..n im extremely tired of it..so,im gonna clear those doubts once we meet..
Yet,i felt half-hearted 2 patch things up...he asked me tons of time bout getting back together ...i had to think twice b4 i finalised my decision...mayb,there's still some uncertainty..Do i still need Ari in my life?....
To my "new found fren", Rizal...thx a lot for ur care n concern..i've only known u fer a few daes..but i felt as if we've known each other for ages..u cared so much bout me..i'm truly elated..
i hoped the best for our "friendship"..
(Pst: Eh Zul, thanx fer being the main man here...aniwae,Riz's a grt guy..!)...('',)